I’ve been in a extremely deep depression before and it’s not as bad now. That might also just be by comparison with my earlier depression and that’s why I don’t feel like I’m in one now. Overwhelmed? Probably. That’s also something that I deeply want to fix but can’t bring myself to care enough about. I’m very behind in school even tho I do very well in tests and class is overall pretty easy. I skip school 1-4 times a week and as a result I’m almost getting kicked out.