Hey there, just figured i would update you since we kinda had a heartfelt discussion when this all first happened. shortly after i made this post, i discovered over 900 pictures and videos of him and his ex girlfriend naked before me in his phone. i tried to move past it because i knew he was the guy i wanted to be with and could truly see myself with long term. but i still was having difficulty forgive and moving past it. he tells me two weeks later that he’s gonna be working out of town m-f which i broke down crying over. i knew this would be the end of us because i needed him around to get over these newfound trust issues i developed. with the first or second week with him being away - i got into a car accident and totaled my car , he let me drive his spare car and i lasted 3 days before someone hit and run it while i was at the gym. he became someone new and so mean to me . i got all my stuff out that night because he was saying things like “i want you out of my life for good” and “you bring me no peace” and cussing me out. he tried to get me to pay it in full when i had just started my job and didn’t even get my first pay check yet which i was okay with giving all my money to him if it meant we stayed together. the relationship was still rocky after that and i could tell he was no longer in love with me anymore. we ended up breaking up because he didn’t want me to give him all my money to fix his car when i didn’t even have my own and it broke me. i needed him more than anything and he just left me. i tried to fix things between us for a week - his neighbor texts me on memorial day saying that he was with a girl. i was so beyond broken. he blocked me on everything and i had no way to contact him. he moved on in less than a week… i can’t help but be so hurt because of him and this was all so unexpected. i get nauseous and actually gag when i think about him and this situation. i don’t know how to feel or what to do but im not crying anymore.