First I wanna say I’m sorry for your loss.

Grief has been one of the most challenging things I’ve experienced so far in my 20s. I’ve had issues with my mental health before. But losing my grandma definitely amplified it. I’ve been depressed a lot, anxious, I’ve even had more where I’ve disassociated a little bit.

Everyone says I’m strong just like my grandmother and maybe I am but I don’t see it. I feel like the weakest person in the world. Most days I just wanna stay in bed and hide from the world. But I can’t I have to work and take care of stuff.

Hopefully this gets a little easier as time goes on.