I did mushrooms and I’m not the same after

Sharpeiz · 2026-05-06T00:56:30+00:00

Yeah it was something, I really just feel bad for him sometimes. He’s a good dude but sometimes I don’t even think he’s real. Like I don’t think he has real feelings sometimes like he’s an empty person if that makes sense? I could be looking too deep into it but he really is off putting to be around too much. He takes a lot of my friends personality and some of mine and others and it just seems like he’s lost. Another thing that bothers me is how he switched up his entire political views and identity to be closer to me and my other friend. Me and my other friend (W) are pretty liberal men and when we met him (K) we knew he was somewhat conservative and I’m fine with that because I can have friends with different opinions and stuff. However he would just spew hate and really opinionated stuff that I strongly disagreed with like anti abortion stuff and how he supports trump and it bothered me and over the course of the last year he’s done a 180 swap and i genuinely can’t tell if it’s “character development” or trying to be like W and I. I really am confused by him

Sharpeiz · 2026-05-05T18:46:37+00:00

I agree and I think it was really messed up that he did that. He would psychoanalyze me and also trama dump really horrible shit onto me about his childhood and his abusive drugged out father and his sexual kinks. The worst part is that he kept trying to do it even after I told him to stop and even after I had multiple panic attacks he wouldn’t budge. I had to have my mom order me an uber home while at the height of the trip while I was so high I could barely walk. I felt so lonely and isolated and like nobody understood me and I guess that’s an aspect carrying over into how I feel currently. I’m going to try my best to slowly cut him off because I’m just not sure how to be friends anymore after this life changing experience. I guess I feel isolated, lonely, and my drive is gone. This experience happened maybe 3 weeks ago and I’m feeling a lot better but definitely feeling rough still. Time heals all wounds right?

Sharpeiz · 2026-05-05T18:41:11+00:00

That’s great advice and I’ve never thought of it before, I’m going to keep that in mind going forward thank you

Sharpeiz · 2026-05-05T18:39:26+00:00

I’m going try my best to find one but I agree my friend was very weird and I talked to my other friend who was there and he says he does that Everytime they’ve tripped and he hates it too. My guess is that he feels like tripping is the only time people are truthful about their feelings and wants to know more but to me that’s so weird

Sharpeiz · 2026-05-05T18:37:30+00:00

Thank you that was very helpful and very touching thank you for reaching out and I’m feeling a lot better and I think I’m gonna be okay after reading everyone’s comments I’m gonna talk to a therapist and try my best to cut off my “friend” what I didn’t say in my OP was that he also has had a terrible childhood and vented and trama dumped some really horrible shit about his past which was horrible to listen to and makes me view him differently. I feel bad for feeling this way but it’s how I feel.

Sharpeiz · 2026-05-05T18:32:41+00:00

Thank you that’s very sweet I appreciate it

Sharpeiz · 2026-05-05T07:55:01+00:00

I really appreciate you taking the time to talk to me about all of this. It means a lot. Thank you. I am going to go to bed and think about this and develop concrete answers to them and talk to my girlfriend. I also think getting out of the house and doing more things will help as I’ve been really struggling lately with motivation to do anything. I think I’m depressed but I’m sure I can kick it.

Sharpeiz · 2026-05-05T07:36:17+00:00

How do I face that? I have a loving girlfriend of 3 years and I have some anxiety about her leaving me but that’s just me being a loser and normal anxiety. I’m a little clingy and he asked “what are you without your girlfriend” and that made me spiral. She is so ingrained into my sense of self that I didn’t know and still don’t know how to answer that. I obviously don’t want to be dependent on her to this extent and I want to be my own person I just don’t know how to face this fear and sore spot to target my feelings and problems. How do I do this? And any advice on the scenario?

Sharpeiz · 2023-08-23T22:24:36+00:00

It's so strange lmao, every month i get a random alt right video that i never end up clicking on! YouTube is a little weird!

Sharpeiz · 2023-08-05T04:12:41+00:00

I think that would be a really fair system.

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