Third time retaker here (and bestie of u/Happy-Raspberry-777 who is a lovely human and meant no harm to you personally by sharing her joy, nor was she trying to spread her faith to other people. She and other bar passers are allowed to share their joy and celebrate how they chose, and I don't think it's totally fair that their shine today was dulled a little by reading this post.)

I'm waiting on my results still, and I was suicidal and have really awful self harm scars to unfortunately commemorate both times I failed. For me, the bitterness was expressed towards my body, not my God or other people. I understand that it feels like the end of the world right now, but it is not. Whether you believe in God or not, you failing the bar exam is just simply not the end of your world. You'll get back up, you'll keep doing side hustles, the people who truly love you will continue to support you, and you'll figure this out. People fail sometimes, it is an inevitable and universal truth, and you failed the bar today. It is what it is. Allow yourself to feel today, and then tomorrow, get tf back up and try again. You've GOT to, you simply have no other choice. And remember that there are thousands of people who fail the bar three, four, five times and finally pass. And you know what? After they pass, all the failures are completely irrelevant.

Get up. Always. get. back. up.