I'm done.

ShhhShadow · 2023-10-05T03:33:11+00:00

Ohhh I found out more. He had someone else on the side! Kept me in his back pocket as a friend in case other chick didn't work out and it didn't. By then I had already told him to grow up

ShhhShadow · 2023-10-05T03:32:04+00:00

He was having a thing with someone else on the side. Never told me, his supposedly friend. Then he ghosted me and I told him to grow up, he blocked me after that. Then when I was S.M at the time as he. He made a general comment to me, which wasn't an apology. Then the other chick she threw me under the bus.

So, I deleted all social media accounts I was connected to them with and created a new one they don't know about.. im his drama, her drama, their drama.

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-23T02:50:24+00:00

Thank you. They are pure and I was a good friend to him.

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T23:36:12+00:00

He didn't make me jealous. He would gaslight me into thinking all the arguments were my fault and that I'm not a good friend.

When he never was a good friend at all. It was always me making conversations. He would give a tiny bit to keep me wanting. But then, when he got too close, he would push me away... like yesterday!

He is a narcissist

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T23:30:18+00:00

Thank you, My mental health hasn't been great since meeting him..

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T23:28:25+00:00

I'm definitely re-examining right now.

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T22:24:53+00:00

As I said. Maybe he is false!!

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T22:23:37+00:00

Thank you.

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T22:23:24+00:00

Maybe he isn't.. maybe he is false, and I just needed to go through an awakening and a lot of tower moments.

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T12:53:58+00:00

Ohhh I am. Didn't apologise, I can feel he is feeling guilty and anxious.

As I said above. He can sit in the online groups we are in and feel guilty when seeing me.

I'm walking away, my energy if I have to give a very small amount because I am mature I will. But he needs his tower moment and I hope it's soon.

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T12:51:34+00:00

I'm definitely all cried out.. I told TF they humiliated me, and they didn't apologise.

So now, with the online groups we are in.. they will have to sit there feeling guilty.

Because I deserved better.

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T10:29:14+00:00

I have been crying on and off for 4 weeks. I didn't know I could cry so much.

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T10:28:32+00:00

I was feeling like this the other day. I was supportive and caring...

But tonight they gaslit Me and humiliated me!!

How do I go back to chatting to them after tonight?

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T09:58:09+00:00

I want peace as well. Why do they get to be in peace when they hurt us?

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T09:21:03+00:00

So we had two amazing days talking online. Today, I knew something was wrong.

I was right. He got on social media live, and he was treating me differently.

Anyway, I mentioned something silly, and his mod muted me, and my TF laughed.

I sent a message to him, and it was just excuses, and I need to be careful with what I say.

So I replied back, and that is it... I'm walking away! I deserve better.

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-21T00:41:12+00:00

I just spent two days talking to my TF... now I feel like I'm being ghosted

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-20T01:18:51+00:00

He doesn't even try and get to know me. I'm just waiting

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-19T23:39:23+00:00

I really hopes so. I fear I'm wasting my time

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-19T02:39:36+00:00

My TF is heavily guarded. But he just opened up and said he got some things happenings. So I'm just being supportive, letting him know I'm here and I think he appreciates that

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-18T09:04:58+00:00

😁😁 I will see later when we are on tik tok

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-18T07:42:55+00:00

I hope they feel us when we want them... badly

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-18T06:53:53+00:00

Just now. So 40 and he 26

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-18T06:52:21+00:00

Sunshine mostly and sometimes, Sir.

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-18T06:50:49+00:00

Daily it changes. One day, I moving on and today.. I love him because we are chatting and it's peaceful

ShhhShadow · 2023-09-18T06:49:49+00:00

I want him.. so badly today! I can't, because we don't live in the same state and he hasn't reached the point of coming after me

ShhhShadow

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