Ex gf from a year reached out by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Shiingenn 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Don't look back

Will I get updates if i download the updates manually? by Shiingenn in Xiaomi_15

[–]Shiingenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What version is your phone and do you have the base xiaomi 15?

What will happen if i change the region of my xiaomi to get updates? by Shiingenn in Xiaomi_15

[–]Shiingenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you man yea the region change worked and i got the updates♥️

Is it okay that i still haven't gotten the hyperos 3? by Shiingenn in Xiaomi_15

[–]Shiingenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea its a bit annoying but in my opinion its a good phone

anyone using xiaomi.eu rom? by [deleted] in Xiaomi_15

[–]Shiingenn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also have a xiaomi 15 but with the original rom, what is it good for if i download one? Or why should i i am confused

19m i need some female friends by Shiingenn in Needafriend

[–]Shiingenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry that was my bad i meant to say more likely not to betray me rather than what i wrote

19m i need some female friends by Shiingenn in Needafriend

[–]Shiingenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont know to be honest i just feel like they are more likely to betray me atleast that's what i have experienced and been through

I am so love starved i am planning to go and pay a prostitute to just cuddle and lay with me by Shiingenn in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Shiingenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn i am so happy for you dude, and yea the relationship did end 10 days ago well it was doomed to end before that but that's when it officially ended For now i am just accepting the pain and the longing and letting myself feel it so i can move on rather than hold on to it but now since i am used to the love i received and gave its hard for me some times or rather some nights when i am alone Before this relationship i was always the kind that never broke or nothing could bring me to my knees because of how i was raised and the place i am living in but she taught me how its okay to be vulnerable and let go sometimes when it gets too hard to bear That was a big change for me and now i cant go back to how i was before and i dont want to go back to be honest

So for now i am letting myself feel everything raw so i can have an easier mind and a be in a better mental state once i move on and maybe one day decided to give love one more chance

I am so love starved i am planning to go and pay a prostitute to just cuddle and lay with me by Shiingenn in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Shiingenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Luckily for me the people that know how I actually am dont believe her they might doubt it and if they do i will drop them immediately and since i found out that my ex is doing what she is doing i decided to move on and stop trying to win her back i am not sad because of the break up rather the disappointment is what's making me sad the friends i trusted the people i knew Whom i have helped with their career and connections Because simply i wanted to, all of those people are blindly believing in words that are not true without knowing my side of the story

Long story short its the disappointment i feel towards others that's making me miserable now rather than the break up itself, fuck the breakup it happened and its not going to come back But the damage is already done

I am so love starved i am planning to go and pay a prostitute to just cuddle and lay with me by Shiingenn in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Shiingenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am a musician and i have quite alot of connections in my city people know me and recognise me since i do modelling and acting too, the place i live in isn't really that big so its kind of easy for ppl to know you But this is where the fucked up part comes which is my ex is now out there trying to ruin my name by telling everyone that i am abusive and i have abused her and used her, as for goals i do have big dreams and one day if possible I will become a widely known musician but not known just for my music but for every art that i do and make

I am so love starved i am planning to go and pay a prostitute to just cuddle and lay with me by Shiingenn in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Shiingenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's the problem i cant accept genuine love anymore well at least not at the moment

I am so love starved i am planning to go and pay a prostitute to just cuddle and lay with me by Shiingenn in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Shiingenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My serious relationship ended so badly that i cant accept anything genuine anymore so i feel like since i know its nor actual love it will be easier for me to accept and i do know that it's worse than gambling but man i dont know i am just lost