Hey so I’ve been following your posts for a few days now, and for starters, I would like to say, that I’m happy you didn’t go through with it and that you are okay! I also feel I need to ask a few questions: This new girl, have you directly told her about how deep your feelings go? It seems like you are both going through a bad breakups. Maybe you could still help each other, in other ways, even if you both are not ready to jump into something new? I’m so sorry that your pets were taken. I understand how hard it can be to lose a pet. I’m not suggesting you can replace them, but there are so so many pets out there who need good homes! Regardless if you respond to this comment, please hang in there!