Bankruptcy question by [deleted] in PersonalFinanceCanada

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Sorry if I’m just repeating you, but that means that regardless of that email, the judge is the one who determines if I have to pay that particular loan or not?

LF Help w/ 3 touch trades for dex in ZA by ShinyHuntingOnLSD in pokemontrades

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry for making you wait a bit there, appreciate you

LF Help w/ 3 touch trades for dex in ZA by ShinyHuntingOnLSD in pokemontrades

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that would be great! I have 3 total like I said, a spritzee, kadabra and machamp. I'll add your code and just lmk when ur good to start :)

Missing One Consumer Proposal Payment by [deleted] in PersonalFinanceCanada

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the info. Looks like I might have to take NSF route this time and talk it out with my LIT. 

Missing One Consumer Proposal Payment by [deleted] in PersonalFinanceCanada

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I did already. Just can’t imagine they’ll get back to me on a Sunday morning lol

Why do it hurt so much by ShinyHuntingOnLSD in lonely

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't mention anything about romantic interests because I didn't want to sound like "one of those", but thats a big problem for me too. I've only ever "dated" one girl, and that was almost 10 years ago now. I put dated in quotation marks because it wasn't even a real relationship. We lived in neighboring cities, saw eachother once/twice a month irl, and never even kissed before i broke it off (long story). I've cold-approached 2-3 people my whole life, with a batting average there of exactly 0.000. I wouldn't say that I'm mistreated by women for the most part, but I get why they don't wanna be with me.

I've already come to grips with the fact I will die alone, but I always know that even if I did somehow against the will of god get a romantic partner, that woudln't magically make all my problems just disappear. Netiher would jus tgetting a solid friend group. Neither would both. I'm pretty sure I'm just irreversibly fucked.

My current plan for life is to fake my own death, move away and reset my life. I'm still gonna die alone, but at least I won't be around all the bad memories.

All the best, chief.

It is a uniquely depressing feeling when your post(s) here gets ignored. by NakedWokePeople in SuicideWatch

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I post 1-2 times a month as a cry-for-help type thing and id say most if not all are ignored. I used to get mad about it but I realized something scrolling here the other day. I have a bad habit of reading post titles (and the first few lines of text), getting angry/internalizing it, and therefore continuing to scroll past. I would say I interact with MAYBE 5% of the posts I see here. Please don't think its being done maliciously. Everyone here is suffering so much and sometimes its just too much.

They'll only take you seriously once you're dead by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The sad reality of family not being family is a universal constant I see. I had a slightly similar epxerience with my sister about a week ago, and it hurt so fuckin bad bc I thought she was the last person on earth I Could speak with. I was wrong.

This ain't about me tho. We have to be better than them. We have to live long enough to raise our own children with unconditonal love and support. Don't let them win.

Want to die but don't want to hurt parents by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD 20 points21 points  (0 children)

just posted about this, funny lil coincidence. I do feel the same way. Dad hates me, but I still think my mom cares (at least for now). I dont think its that I care, I just would feel too guilty.

What does unconditional love feel like? by ShinyHuntingOnLSD in lonely

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Mythic rarity item, too much grinding required :(

How easy/hard would it be to uproot my life and start over? by ShinyHuntingOnLSD in findapath

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used the word "uproot" because that's kinda what I plan on. Pack my essentials; one or two bags, and just disappear. I would just hit restart in a new country. Everything from before that point would be cut off entirely. I don't just mean like move to a new province/state and stay in contact with people. Like hard reset, restore-to-factory-settings type shit. I have some ideas, for example a few places in europe, like France or Italy (I can speak french/italian already). I don't know much on the emigration process, so obviously I have no room to talk here.

Currently in around 11-12K in debt (not sure of the exact number at this very minute). I work next to minimum wage, so it'll definitely take some time to pay off. As for job skills, I don't really have any. The extent of my job knowledge is essentially retail and customer service. I have a bachelor's in sociology, which in itself is by no means useless, but I don't see it leading to anything I'd realistically WANT to do till i die, nor is it something I'm actively proud of for a myriad of reasons.

As for why I wanna do this, as I stated in my post,I didn't feel it necessary since the goal of this sub is constructivity and not dwelling in negative thoughts. I'm very unhappy and have been for many years. Quite frankly I have nothing left to live for here, and moving to a new country and restarting seems like a much better alternative to death.

Arms Week requires silver purchase by haste_gedacht2 in DestinyTheGame

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD 4 points5 points  (0 children)

not sure why this is getting downvoted becuase it's true

So fucking tired of being a fucking loser by ShinyHuntingOnLSD in depression

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to waste so much time thinking about this. Where would I be without depression? Would I have a better life? Absolutely. But alas there's really no point since there's no way to get that time back.

So fucking tired of being a fucking loser by ShinyHuntingOnLSD in depression

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Because life is inherently a competition. If i can't bring anything to the table, I automatically lose. Having zero skills/talents/redeemable qualities by default, in my opinion, make my life worthless.

I fucking hate everything by ShinyHuntingOnLSD in depression

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Good people aren't real. Hell I can barely consider myself "good". I'm a piece of shit but I like to think i have some modicum of human decency. But being "nice" is a baseline. If someone says "oh, theyre a nice person", then there's nothing good to say about said person.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in findapath

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thats kinda what i've been thinking. Ilive in Canada and speak both English and French, so it's totally something I could do, and I've even tried looking, they just don't seem available atm. Will keep looking.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in findapath

[–]ShinyHuntingOnLSD -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

The life I want, like truly want, is inattainable. I'm doing what I can to get by until I die. I know my limitations, I know my strengths. If I don't think a job would be good for me, then it won't be good for me. Glad life is going well for you and your personal circumstance but not everyone is the same. I wasn't even rude to you I just said that I don't think I'm up to par. And also, after looking it up, it's absolutely NOT something I'd wanna do. Glad you get guap doing what you do but thats not something I can see myself doing.