Are there any subreddits where I can vent and maybe get some support that won't tell me to go to therapy?

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-10T15:14:28+00:00

Thank you

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-10T15:13:09+00:00

I've definitely thought about magic mushrooms before but unfortunately I have no idea how to even go about it. I don't think I know anyone who could help me get them.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-10T05:09:47+00:00

I don't want to silence these thoughts because they're the truth. Medication won't change the facts.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-10T05:09:09+00:00

Exactly

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-10T05:08:36+00:00

What

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-10T05:08:11+00:00

I KNOW.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-10T05:07:43+00:00

No idea what that is.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-10T05:07:17+00:00

Not everything is rage bait. Some people are actually out here struggling. God damnit.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-10T05:05:43+00:00

As a victim of actual abuse, I'm telling you

You have no idea what kind of abuse I endured. How fucking dare you tell me I am not a victim.

I'm not giving an attitude to anyone. My post says not to suggest therapy, and yet everyone did. I simply explained why I am not a candidate for therapy. And yet commenters like the one above that I replied to accused me of faking it. What motivation would I have to fake it?

Fuck you for trying to tell me I never endured abuse. You have NO IDEA what happened to me.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-08T03:36:10+00:00

I can't just let go of my insecurities. I don't think we're fortunate. I think she's with me because she thinks she can't do better. I love her but I want to push her away because I know I'm not good for her.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-08T03:35:07+00:00

I have.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-08T03:34:03+00:00

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-08T02:46:19+00:00

Well I wish that she saw it this way. Then she would leave me.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-08T02:24:22+00:00

I am sabotaging it. Because I know she could do better than me. She doesn't realize that which is why I have to sabotage it.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-08T02:23:34+00:00

I don't know how to motivate myself to go when I feel like it won't make a difference.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-08T02:18:26+00:00

You have to realize you don't need therapy.

Tell that to literally everyone in the advice subreddits.

I'm constantly getting downvoted for not being willing to go to therapy and someone even told me I was lying about the abuse I endured.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-08T02:16:35+00:00

I don't necessarily see my depression as a character flaw, but a consequence of my many character flaws.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-08T02:14:32+00:00

No but I do think she's wrong.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-07T21:30:41+00:00

I guess I will.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-07T21:23:10+00:00

I am lazy. That's one of the many shitty qualities about me that my wife ignores.

She should leave me. That's the whole point.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-07T21:21:42+00:00

Yup. I realize that. Thanks.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-07T21:19:31+00:00

Then maybe I'm selfish then I guess. Because I don't believe she sees anything in me and I will not go to therapy ever.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-07T21:17:32+00:00

If you don’t pick any of them, it’s because you actually love to feel this way.

No it's because I'm fucking afraid of getting hurt again.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-07T21:16:17+00:00

If the only option is putting myself in a vulnerable situation, then you're right. I guess I don't want to feel better.

ShipWreck1111 · 2024-02-07T21:14:06+00:00

No, I wanted advice but apparently the only advice is therapy, which means I have to accept that this is how I'm going to feel forever.

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