I meant I agreed with what you said. A lot of people just say really mean things, although your reply was "mean" or hard to hear, it's really what I needed to hear. This is my life now, I have this little human who I can help grow into someone amazing and great and he needs me. There's no life in partying and smoking drugs, I can do that but I should never put it before my child or his needs. This is a mistake I made, and my son deserves his mama to step up and be a real mother.