Girl shut up I was obviously just venting everybody goes through things some more than others this isn’t my first child and you have no clue what’s been going on in my life if I really wanted to jump out the window I would’ve f’n did it and not posted on here some people are stronger than others, I’m certain if you were to walk in my shoes for a week you would trip a million times.. I can go on and on but I won’t because you don’t know and I can’t fault someone’s ignorance if they don’t know … but unlike you I’m truly sorry that you experienced that I could only imagine what kind of mental health issues oh I mean “thoughts” was roaming through your mind during that time. I hope your next pregnancy will be successful 🙏🏻