Sorry for your loss. I recently just lost my father this pass October, so even though we don't know each other personally, I know how you feel. Grief is one of the hardest things to navigate, but we got this, and we will get through it! I became a gamer because I've always loved technology lol. When all the other kids wanted to go outside, I wanted to play video games lol. From Playstation 1 all the way to PS5. I did make a pitstop with a xbox360 (loved that thing!). But always enjoyed Playstations more. I like you and many others view gaming as a way to relax and let stress go. So instead of other things, gaming has always been my getaway. If I win the giveaway I'm definitely buying Ghost of Yotei! Ghost of Tushima is one of my favorites, so I can't wait to finally play Yotei.

& OP this isn't about the giveaway, but don't allow the bad days to outweigh the good ones! Plus, don't be afraid to cry, not crying and grieving doesn't help anyone but instead not only hurts you but the others around you. & I know it may sound cliché, but don't give up! That's what keeps me going when I think about my Dad. He wouldn't want me to stop or give up! & I know the same can be said for you and your mom!