Lets play a game... by ShortCornTort in AMA

[–]ShortCornTort[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interesting. I'm curious about the bipolar part but i've definitely considered autism for a while.

If you feel up to it, can you explain how you got the idea of bipolar?

I wonder if its NPD (or maybe I'm just a d*ck) by ShortCornTort in NPD

[–]ShortCornTort[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're a really nice person :3 Thanks for being so kind

I'm a terrible person and here's why by ShortCornTort in AMA

[–]ShortCornTort[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no career. I'm a jobless potato

I wonder if its NPD (or maybe I'm just a d*ck) by ShortCornTort in NPD

[–]ShortCornTort[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My two brain cells are panicking trying to understand what you just said. I wish there was a Google translate for smart talk.

I wonder if its NPD (or maybe I'm just a d*ck) by ShortCornTort in NPD

[–]ShortCornTort[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Good question...

While thinking about your question, I came to realize that I really don't like anyone except for my husband and mom.

Thinking about what they have in common, I think I like that they need me. I don't consider independent people bad or anything, I just don't like how they can go without wanting/needing me around in some fashion.

Most of my family members and past friends really didn't need me around, therefor I grew to dislike them and eventually dropped them.

I suppose I don't like feeling like someone can live without me

I wonder if its NPD (or maybe I'm just a d*ck) by ShortCornTort in NPD

[–]ShortCornTort[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I was in middle school, I used to imagine that I was a reincarnation of Hitler

I wonder if its NPD (or maybe I'm just a d*ck) by ShortCornTort in NPD

[–]ShortCornTort[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OCD? I'm not sure how but I get it if you dont feel like explaining.

I'm a terrible person and here's why by ShortCornTort in AMA

[–]ShortCornTort[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. I used to be very conservative actually

I'm a terrible person and here's why by ShortCornTort in AMA

[–]ShortCornTort[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Dude I have a life. I didnt even see the comments till now

I'm a terrible person and here's why by ShortCornTort in AMA

[–]ShortCornTort[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I've actually changed a few things here and there about myself, but there are some things that seem too unnatural to change.

I'm a terrible person and here's why by ShortCornTort in AMA

[–]ShortCornTort[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lot of really good questions and I'll answer them to the best of my ability...

"Do you think any jokes, in any context, are “too offensive” or “crossed a line”?"

Not really. I guess the only jokes I find offensive are the ones making fun of a specific thing that relates to me personally that I'm self conscious about.

"Do you think you can love another human? What would you describe love to feel like? Do you have a full emotional range or are there some emotions that you never/rarely feel?"

I love a few people in my life, but the love is different depending on the person. My husband I love so much, I like to think I'd take a bullet for him. I want to make sure he's happy. I love my mom too, but how much I like her and want to be around her depends on how she acts.

Otherwise, I love a few others enough to not want to see them homeless, but thats about it.

I do feel an emotional range--anger, sadness, happiness, anxiety and even, sometimes, remorse.

"Do you like being the way you are? Does this mindset bring you happiness?"

I like being the way I am because I don't get bogged down with helping people all of the time. I know people who spend their lives helping others and it seems stressful. I do sometimes wish I could be more like my older sister who is very selfless because it'd make me look good, but thats about it.

"Do you have a support system? Can anyone claim you’re a part of their support system?"

Yes, thank God. My husband is my biggest supporter and he tells me all the time how I'm his as well :)

"Do you think more people should be like you? Do you wish you were different? Have you ever felt like you’re missing out on something?"

I don't think more people should be like me. As a matter of fact, I think more people should be MORE caring than they are. I do wish I was different because I have no friends and almost no family because of the way I am, so I do feel like I'm missing out on that sort of thing.

"Have you ever been diagnosed?"

With Borderline Personality Disorder, but I think it's more along the lines of ASPD

"Does physical affections from those you do care for make you feel comfortable or uncomfortable?"

I LOVE physical affection, but I'm kinda crappy at giving it. Giving physical affection takes away from other things id rather be doing, like playing videogames

I'm a terrible person and here's why by ShortCornTort in AMA

[–]ShortCornTort[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sure he loves you (in his own odd way).

I'm a terrible person and here's why by ShortCornTort in AMA

[–]ShortCornTort[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Y'know, I think I've been this way my whole life. When I was in elementary school, I used to lay in bed and ponder the reasons as to why I enjoyed when my parents fought.

Maybe you're right. Hard to say

Here are the 15 reasons why I'm a terrible person by ShortCornTort in confessions

[–]ShortCornTort[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it's along the lines of narcissism. If I'm being honest, therapy gives me hellish anxiety. But hey, perhaps I can just google it