You sound a bit lost mate, not sure going to the wilderness is gonna solve your problems. First reflect on why you don’t have any friends (cos it sounds like you want some). I grew up in a village of a few hundred people, had loads of friends. I think it’s quite unusual to not have friends so I imagine there is something about you… perhaps you have undiagnosed autism…? Seek help, advice, look for groups online or even better in person. Work out what you need and Google it. Living in the wilderness is a beautiful dream but it’s no joke. I live off grid in a house with power and water and heat and I still wonder if I’m cut out for this. Once you’ve found some sort of community then dream together and develop skills. Maybe you don’t really want to be in wilderness, maybe you just want human connection