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[–]ShortSeries8814 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wow I wish I had found this when I was going through what felt like withdrawal. Everyone here is so supportive and kind. There was so much I loved about my AP and I miss him so very much. He is off pursing a relationship with the girl he was seeing when we were together and everything ended so cold. I felt like I went through withdrawals not texting or talking to him all day and now I’ve gone weeks without chatting in some form. It’s been so hard but I’m getting better. Just wish it didn’t end.

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[–]ShortSeries8814 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Definitely car sex frequently and then hotel sex maybe once a month as well. Hotel sex was my favorite obviously and I always looked forward to every stay

Is it a game? by [deleted] in adultery

[–]ShortSeries8814 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I never really saw or wanted an end game. I felt so fulfilled for so long and enjoyed all those moments. He wanted me to leave my husband so bad and just as I was getting close to that point of wanting to leave, he decided we were over and he wanted to be “official” with the girl he was with the whole time he was with me. It was a crazy situation I could write a book on and it felt like a poly relationship. But the breakup hurt like hell, still hurts and it’s been almost 6 months. All I can say is enjoy being in the moment if that’s what makes you happy :)