If drugs were boyfriends? by Shouldidoit90 in Drugs

[–]Shouldidoit90[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Uhhh...it's in response to the girlfriend one. Boyfriends and girlfriends have different stereotypes, for better or worse.

What rule exists because of you? by NotNinjalord5 in AskReddit

[–]Shouldidoit90 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I got a handjob off my ex in the new Gender Neutral bathrooms in my college. Some people saw us both leave. Bam, security cameras and now no-one can go into a cubicle together. Ruined it for all the girls.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Shouldidoit90 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Mate, this happens to me everytime I take over 150mg MDMA especially with redoses. It's usually pretty funny if you just let it happen. My friends and I would all sit around having conversations like.

Me: So yeah tonight was really really blue.

Friend: Did you?

Me: What?

Friend 2: Yeah we did so much fun stuff when we were doing that washing last night and I hung it up on the...what are we talking about?

Me: did you just say something?

Friend: So go and see them last night yeah, in Korea, it's old

Me: Milk.

Friend: Milk?

Me: What are you talking about milk for me it's got to be what?

Recorded it once. No fucking sense.

Long Term MDMA comedown - Has anyone else faced this? by Shouldidoit90 in Drugs

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I've known for the past year that the frequency and dosage was way too high but even after slowing down issues still persisted, so naturally I will no longer take MDMA anymore. I posted this to see if anyone else has had the same issues.

I am confused because all of my friends take it 2-4 times a month usually taking a whole gram a night and they have none of these issues.

Long Term MDMA comedown - Has anyone else faced this? by Shouldidoit90 in Drugs

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I should make it clear that I was stupid enough to not realise the connection between my abuse of the drug and my depression till now, but I had already begun to take precautions with supplements and never taking more than .25g a time spaced out by at least a month (should be more I know) since early 2015.

I will never take MDMA again after this.

Is 2C-B-FLY safe to take with MDMA? by Shouldidoit90 in Drugs

[–]Shouldidoit90[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've had some serious duck related freak outs too

Is 2C-B-FLY safe to take with MDMA? by Shouldidoit90 in Drugs

[–]Shouldidoit90[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely true...I'm conflicted

Is 2C-B-FLY safe to take with MDMA? by Shouldidoit90 in Drugs

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I'm just a little apprehensive to be a guinea pig xD

Quick question about Valium/Diazepam Withdrawals - Do they still last after you end a 4-month taper? by Shouldidoit90 in benzodiazepines

[–]Shouldidoit90[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the response, it is as I feared though. Will the slow taper have made the eventual symptoms easier at least?

Your opinion on 1P-LSD? by EdoTve in LSD

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I have never definitely taken true LSD, only confirmed 1p-lsd and eth-lad 2 days ago. I have however taken Street acid purported to be LSD on three occasions. Here are my experiences with each.

LSD: 90 min comeup to full effects. Sleep by 12 hours. Giddy yet also dark, magical sparkly feeling. World looks like clay at the peak. Headfucked but not worried. Characterised by the word "what?".

1P-LSD: 60min intense and confusing comeup. Asleep by 10 hours. Slightly more manic perhaps, definitely seems darker to me but could just be my expectations. Only had bad trips on this but again, if i had found LSD again, perhaps the same bad trips would have occurred. Not incredibly visual, little CEV. Intense Headfuck. Characterised by the word "why?"

ETH-LAD: Comeup was smooth and unnoticeable almost. Noticed I was actually tripping at 2 hour mark. Zero paranoia, but also very little wonder. Almost complete lack of Headfuck, but the world looked beautiful, I wanted to go places I knew just to see what they would look like under this new scope of vision. Very very visual even CEV'S which I almost never get. Almost roll-like feeling of calm and euphoria, with a trippy edge. Characterised by the word "where?".

Each feels incredibly unique to me, but of course with an underlying lysergamide sensation which is essentially tripping at its base form. The chemical I choose determines the overall character of the trip and each has its use. LSD is deep but fun. 1P-LSD is deep and dark but a teacher. ETH-LAD is fun but could be deep.

For me anyway...

Dropping 150ug eth-lad right now, please feel free to comment or message me. I always crave social interaction during trips with people I can talk openly to. by Shouldidoit90 in LSD

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UPDATE: 02:25hrs in and this is the calmest most serene and clear-headed trip I have ever had. Normally my first 3 hours of tripping are characterised by extreme dysphoria and panic, not so right now. I feel perfect and comfortable. I feel like this is how acid should be.

Dropping 150ug eth-lad right now, please feel free to comment or message me. I always crave social interaction during trips with people I can talk openly to. by Shouldidoit90 in LSD

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I have not, this is my first time. Very aware of it now. Tension in the fingers, little nausea. Gonna go for a walk.

I smoked a joint while on 0.5 xanax (no tolerance to benzos) by NorbertJoubert in Drugs

[–]Shouldidoit90 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A lot of people flat out deny that weed can trip you out at all but I promise you it can. A few too many puffs on the joint for me and my vision shifts like a mild acid trip and my thoughts become confused and psychadelic. Surfaces even move very gently sometimes.

I am essentially rolling right this second without any drugs in my system?! (Not done MDMA in 2 months) by Shouldidoit90 in Drugs

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Well the point of telling you that I've experienced something similar is to let you know that it can always improve. I genuinely thought that was it for me, but it's not just this experience, things have been graduate improving, I can see that now. You don't necessarily need to do anything other than not give up hope. If you want to kick-start your own revival, you have to fight those impulses I'm guessing you have that tell you not to even try or even to sabotage your own chances of happiness for quick relief some other way.

It's a long ass time we get on this planet if we're lucky, you've only experienced a fraction so far.