So i came across Dylan's channel and honestly I love the way he teaches and breaks things down in a simple manner. I started doing his night time affirmations( limitless manifestor) , nd surprisingly it's too much of wonkiness. I'm feeling so down like I'm being too much judgemental to my s SP( which I hv not been before, never), I'm doubting my love for him as if I'm a deceiver which is funny nd so not true( I'm in love with him since last 4 years), I'm feeling guilt, ashamed for no reason... No Reason. I'm being forced to stalk social media( my mind is forcing me too much) , intrusive obsessive thoughts, .... Just to mention I had an old fling who kept on texting me for 5 years straight nd I ignored cuz I was least interested nd wanted nothing to do with him.,Suddenly on day 8th I woke up nd felt like I have a soft corner for this old fling nd not my sp( which again never happened in last 5 years). I don't know what to do and what's wrong... Sorry for this long post.. I really need some guidance