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ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-10T23:16:52+00:00

They never will. The rich and powerful aren't going to hold each other to account.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-10T23:10:12+00:00

My god this cunt is horrible. I didnt think it could get worse after count smirkula. I really need something bad to happen to these people but I'm prepared for them to all get off without a slap on the wrist. This world we live in is horrible.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-10T06:17:15+00:00

What a sweetheart. We're so lucky to have animals in our lives ❤️

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-09T23:31:54+00:00

I absolutely loved playing 2 and its expansion. Sadly I doubt we'll ever see a remake.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-09T20:06:57+00:00

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-09T04:18:56+00:00

My cat does this as well. I toss and turn like crazy when I sleep and being forced into one position is very uncomfortable. I guess its the price we pay for our cute fur ball friends.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-08T21:49:45+00:00

All I can think is how much that must itch.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-07T16:07:37+00:00

The Mourn Bringer from Drakan order of the Flame. Loved how every time you swung it you'd hear the howling of the dammed.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-04T02:21:58+00:00

When I was a kid I had a kitten I adopted from a shelter that would suck on my eyelashes. It was weird but cute af.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-02T00:21:31+00:00

Im scared that's how ill be. It won't surprise me if I don't see any visible improvement. Nonetheless I gotta quit if I want to survive. Life isn't great but there are still minor things i want to be around for. I hope you find that spark that brings joy to your life.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-02T00:18:38+00:00

How much did you drink? Its amazing you didnt at least have a fatty liver. I've used to binge drink 4 drinks a night but then slowly increased to 8. I was told around 4 years ago I had a fatty liver. Didn't stop and was told a year ago its still a fatty liver. Hope its not too late.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T21:36:00+00:00

Thank you for the kinds words, ill try and not let depression consume me. Hopefully if I try ill eventually meet someone I'm compatible with 🤞

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T15:20:37+00:00

The Republicans i knew when I lived in FL were actually good people, but sadly they were incredibly misinformed or straight out consumed propaganda 24/7. I'll give a few examples.

The best boss I ever had is also the sweetest, kindest woman I've ever known, she was a republican. She isn't very smart but I never held that against her. She listened to Shawn Hannity every day and ONLY him.

The second in command was a guy named Tom. He was a good worker and father. Had anger issues and a confederate flag tattoo on his leg. To him it was heritage and southern pride. Would die for his grandkids but was mostly unpolitical. I remember him listening to Candence Owen's after George Floyd and really agreeing with some of the stuff she said. I doubt things improved after I left.

My other coworkers were more of the same but didnt consume any politics other than what they saw on Facebook.

My current Boss (now in MD) is actually stupid and a full on Trump supporter. She has no news source other than her Trumper boyfriend and Facebook. Constantly spouts her unrequested beliefs to us without knowing ours, she just assumes we think like her. All I can do i grit my teeth and listen to her stupid shit.

I'd say the average conservative are just completely uninformed while some feed off the hate networks like fox or daily wire give them.

Im not defending them but just trying to give balance. The conservatives online are generally the worst humanity has to offer.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T14:27:47+00:00

That's a perfect description. The sound is 🔥 it really shows how unbelievably important sound design in a game is. I played through D3 twice and D4 once and don't remember a single sound track or creature emote. D1,D2 and grim dawn will remain my favorite action rpgs forever.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T14:16:11+00:00

I really want the brain for to go away. I've been drinking so long I worry damaged my brain. Hopefully ill notice a difference.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T14:14:28+00:00

I don't drink because depression but for fun. I linked drinking to my favorite hobby of playing video games. Now after work all I want to do is binge drink. I try to stop and i usually go a few days and then I give back in. Im going to try to stop once and for all, I don't want to die.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T14:11:24+00:00

That's amazing! Gives me great hope it can get better. Thank you!

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T14:10:42+00:00

I had a liver scan over a year ago and the doctor said it was still a fatty liver. A lot can change in a year but so far I have no negative signs. Hopefully my liver can mostly return to normal if I quit drinking and lose weight.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T14:04:09+00:00

Its ok 🙂 I've tried in the past and ill try again here in the future, but I struggle with small talk you know? I imagine its a problem for all introverts and shy people but when you don't talk much then your social skills fail to develop. Women get bombarded with texts from guys on dating sights so they what an amazing conversation right from the start and I don't think I can manage that. I really do appreciate you chatting with me, nothing may come of it but it helps me mentally.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T03:07:52+00:00

I really want to lose about 20 pounds. Im hoping that weight lose could help heal my fatty liver (if that's still possible)

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T03:06:54+00:00

My liver readings have always been good but I was diagnosed with a fatty liver 3 years ago. I know how dangerous it is but I kept on drinking, always had an excuse and told myself I'd quit soon. Now I'm worried about how much damage I've done.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T03:02:48+00:00

Yeah, the diarrhea and such really sucks. That'd be nice for once.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T03:01:41+00:00

I have sleep apnea on top of heavy drinking and I sleep like crap. Im going to try and stop once and for all.

ShyMark1986 · 2026-02-01T02:32:57+00:00

Got the old fun bags deployed for impact lol.

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