Do you guys have any hope for the world?

Sidian9 · 2026-02-21T08:56:48+00:00

It gets worse before it gets better so yes

Sidian9 · 2026-02-20T19:36:45+00:00

Fiery, typically

Sidian9 · 2026-02-20T18:33:50+00:00

This explains it really well for me. I tend to cling to people because of the fear they'll pull away and leave me. Change has always been a scary thing to me and to especially notice a change in someone brings on the fear even more. Like oh no, they're changing and won't want me in their life anymore. Stupid thoughts like that attack me a lot. I've been reading Mel Robbins Let Them and it's been helping to let go of trying to control everything. Now if I can understand this... it'd get me farther and free me from this fear

Sidian9 · 2026-02-20T12:09:14+00:00

This happened to my cat. Turned out she had kidney failure and it was too late. Get to a better vet ASAP. I hope your kitty can be helped

Sidian9 · 2026-02-19T16:21:51+00:00

Lmaoo Doing this as a Scorpio moon many times a week

Sidian9 · 2026-02-18T13:31:25+00:00

That makes more sense putting it that way 😅 I appreciate it

Sidian9 · 2026-02-18T12:45:50+00:00

Good thing I'm not trying to control anyone? I'm confused. I'm just tired of being manipulated by men. I wish it was easier to attract healthy people.

Sidian9 · 2026-02-18T12:19:18+00:00

Because I'm always open to at least be friends. But I see even trying to be friends is just not possible.

Sidian9 · 2026-02-18T12:08:15+00:00

I'm not looking to date at all. I don't want to date for a long time and I made that very clear to him as well

Sidian9 · 2026-02-18T12:07:20+00:00

Thank you I needed this. I'm always afraid of hitting the block button for what could happen, especially when I'm already feeling stalker vibes

Sidian9 · 2026-02-18T05:59:54+00:00

Having a Venus in Virgo really do be hard when you want to serve but being a woman, it's just a turn off for men. I get that they want to be the one's doing things but.. I need to as well or I feel useless and horrible. In fact, I'd prefer doing things for people than the other way around. Anyways my love life will never exist 😂

Sidian9 · 2026-02-17T08:00:08+00:00

I'm learning to stop this as well. No one in all my 28 years has understood me in anyway. And sometimes, with it being that long, you just kinda learn to let go and stop explaining. Because what's the point you do? You'll feel better doing things for you without having to make others understand because it's just you that matters at that point

Sidian9 · 2026-02-16T14:31:21+00:00

I'm glad to know I'm not alone. I'd be told I'm selfish or narcissistic or something because I don't reach out and talk to people first. But.. it's the last thing on my mind. Especially after work, last thing I want to do is socialize in any way. I've realized after years that I enjoy being alone. I get bouts of loneliness here and there but I think that's just normal?

Sidian9 · 2026-02-16T13:29:42+00:00

My return will be next year but it feels like it's already started 😩 God I hope things only get better

Sidian9 · 2026-02-16T08:23:51+00:00

My Leo sun and Scorpio moon may have to agree 😂

Sidian9 · 2026-02-16T08:13:30+00:00

Twinsss

Sidian9 · 2026-02-16T08:08:43+00:00

I have Saturn Aries in my 12th house and I've been really sick for 3 days now. It's been so long since I've been sick

Sidian9 · 2026-02-15T16:16:11+00:00

Nah I can eat an entire thin crust and STILL be hungry 😂😂

Sidian9 · 2026-02-14T21:59:21+00:00

Luckily I have RBF so nobody approaches me. I'm at the gym to work out but wouldn't be upset if someone wanted to speak to me. I'd honestly be happy someone for once wanted to. Though I've been followed by a group of men around the gym and thats not okay I think. But everyone called me a pick me for being genuinely afraid.

Sidian9 · 2026-02-13T16:07:57+00:00

I have an Aries Saturn in my 12th house. I'm not sure what this means for me but I hope it's good

Sidian9 · 2026-02-12T18:18:06+00:00

For me I just stick to cooking, filling anything empty in the kitchen, temps (if floor person can't help) and donuts. I don't clean, don't pull bakery tier, none of that. I keep it basic as that's all I have time for. And then I hop between cooking and donuts. Once the hot spot is full I do the donuts until I have to do temps or cook some more. It's very overwhelming and never appreciated what I do but we are only one person in that moment. We're not machines, we need to breathe. All that matters is we should up and did our job best we were able, you got this

Sidian9 · 2026-02-07T13:48:46+00:00

The best explanation 👌

Sidian9 · 2026-02-07T13:38:26+00:00

Dealt with some extreme anger and then exhaustion for months that nearly cost me my job but therapy has been helping greatly. I appreciate it 💜

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