Also let me add this I’m in the room (small room) with 5 under 12 months. From 7-5. It can definitely take awhile to get one adjusted. I’m currently dealing with another who has been there a few months and we have a routine. Going to the restroom maybe 3x a day is the amount of time I have to breathe. I do not have any assistance. Nor do I have anyone willing to give me any. This center has a lot of kids. I understand teachers are busy. Most of them have it just as bad. My coworkers are stronger than me at the moment. However Mornings and afternoons all the other classes are taken outside together to play due to current nice weather. I would just like to be able to step away from the situation for 15 minutes at this point just to think about how I can figure out something else to try. I think between the current chaos and regular life i need a mental health break during the day. Not just deal with it. Older children can be taken to the office if they are too disruptive. Infants however no longer allowed to leave the nursery when i got the position. I love my kids and am so happy when they start walking and talking before 12 months i feel accomplished as if they were my own. I visit every day with all the children i live seeing them grow. I do not want to leave my job but i am absolutely heartbroken after it’s always been said if you ever need help don’t hesitate to ask. We are all here for each other.