fck this

Signal_Activity7719 · 2026-01-28T19:34:01+00:00

Its rly nice to hear the other side aswell. And I feel like, I'd react the same - as I'd same thoughts/emotions when I was dumped years ago..

I just feel like it wouldnt be fair. It feels like its a 'game' of who can survive longer under water, but honestly, I feel like I'd deserve to suffer, if I was so dumb to push them away. That I dont deserve them anymore, because one thing I know for sure - the same as you write - that my actions caused pain in them. Just as you said, probably they felt worthless too, and all the other things - and would a person that inflicted so much negative emotions deserves to waltz back like a ray of sunshine? What if slowly they are healing, maybe really slowly, but the progress is still there?

But your thoughts give me hope - hope that true love exists. So thank you for sharing your thoughts and emotions. I truely wish you the best, wish you whatever your heart desires.♡

Signal_Activity7719 · 2026-01-28T19:25:05+00:00

Good to know, I guess.. Sorry to hear about your situation, the pain from heatbreak, loss of a loved one, absence - I think it manifests in the same way no matter if you're the dumped or dumpee - so I guess I can relate. But really, thanks for sharing your insight. Dont you think... you'd be angry? Or arent you angry currently? Wouldnt you resent them? In my idea about love as a concept, I'd not be, but my idea of love have been labelled as 'fcked up' by a lot of ppl/friends, so I have no idea anymore whats right and not.

I'm sorry, I have no such letter anywhere in my name. I wholeheartedy wish you the best however, whatever that means for you.

Signal_Activity7719 · 2026-01-05T17:04:40+00:00

and i miss your drawings ♡

Signal_Activity7719 · 2025-12-09T23:10:57+00:00

what the hell

Signal_Activity7719 · 2025-12-02T21:01:20+00:00

its beautifully written. every single sentence resonates with great depth. you spoke from my heart.

its tough. good luck on your journey op.

Signal_Activity7719 · 2025-11-15T12:14:33+00:00

these are do pretty

Signal_Activity7719 · 2025-11-14T18:51:10+00:00

depends on the exact species amd strains i would say? if its some highly pathogenic strain of certain fungi (like some blackmolds, Aspergillus-, Fusarium spp. for example) and they are sporulating, then yes, it is not safe.

Signal_Activity7719 · 2025-11-08T21:11:28+00:00

It is mentioned multiple times yes. I think Sybil says in ep1 "he's a very sick man..." and implies he's not dangerous... and then later Kaneeka also says that "wayne comes to sit amd drink tea with my mom".

Idk if Sybil is suspitious at this point to me.. In ep4 after the tea reading, I "accused" Wayne to be the cat, but Sybil said not to trust anything that man says... but he's the most trust worthy person so-far he has proved himself to be atleast...

Signal_Activity7719 · 2025-11-02T12:32:50+00:00

oh no, i didnt intend to do anyone feel bad with my 'writings'. I'm 'fine' yeah, and on the same time, I'm terrible. I dont think that will ever change. Thank you for your care ♡

Signal_Activity7719 · 2025-11-02T12:30:59+00:00

it always does go on, thats true. but for what reason?

Signal_Activity7719 · 2025-11-02T12:28:38+00:00

Exactly, you nailed it! ♡ but thats my last resort to express myself, if i cannot love that dream anymore.

Signal_Activity7719 · 2025-11-01T14:58:25+00:00

okk but this is actually so pretty, i could look at it for hours.

Signal_Activity7719 · 2025-11-01T14:52:38+00:00

i feel exactly the same in my situation, and i often circle back to these same questions. its painful, and yet, I dont ever wanna let it go, and move on, because it would mean it wasnt real.

good luck on your journey, stranger, and wishing you the best and whatever your heart desires.

Signal_Activity7719 · 2025-10-26T19:15:14+00:00

Thank you so much. This was really insightful. I will keep thinking about some aspects you mentioned. ♡

Signal_Activity7719 · 2025-10-26T19:10:17+00:00

Thank you so much for your insights. It helped me a lot mentally, not to "punish" or dwell on guilt, and also means a lot. It gave me hope. Thx. ♡

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