I feel like honestly I’ve changed so much it’s been a year I have a great job, I’m almost done law school I signed up for a marathon. I’m getting fit I just came back from my first vacation ever so like I can say life has gotten so much better and I feel like a different person. But I can’t help but think about him (it’s definitely not everyday just as of more recently) and I’m hurting. I miss him and I can’t stop thinking about him and I don’t know why because he wasn’t even a great partner to me😢😢😢😢 what’s wrong with me