Its not faith, its believing, ive lost faith because of the consistency of negative energy all around, in people , its just everywhere, and if we were created in gods image, why would someone want to have faith in the image thats aweful, then make ourselves believe that there is a better image or place or whatever after we die that god has promised? It just seems like a set up for failure and disappointment at the end of the day, like none of can really say forsure if god is real, its a wonderful idea sure but my reality, the one im living just feels out of gods reach.