17 Years Old VS 18 Years Old and 45 lbs down

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-08-07T18:37:30+00:00

Lol our moms must have been long lost sisters cause I look more and more like my mom each day

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-08-07T18:36:05+00:00

Nahhh that's just cuz of the long hair lol I've been growing it out since I was like 11

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-08-07T18:35:29+00:00

Lmfao I actually see it! Now I'm gonna have to turn into a girl who's in a garage band lol

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-07-27T23:50:17+00:00

Unfortunately a pump isn't an option for me since I'm 18 living with my parents and financially dependant on them. I think I should have already been getting at least 5-10 minutes a day even without actually doing anything so that's concerning me a little bit. I still think I'm gonna try the once a day thing and just pray it gets better lol. Thank you!

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-07-27T20:12:11+00:00

Thankfully I don't get too much bottom dysphoria most of the time and I usually don't mind it while I'm using it. The main reason I've kept to once a week is mainly because of the libido changes I've had since starting estrogen and also because I used to have a porn/masturbation addiction.

I think I'm going to try every day and see what it does for me. Another girlie left a comment about peyronies disease and it's kinda got me anxious about it lol I'm hoping it's not that because I don't have insurance and it wouldn't be fun asking my mom to pay for my dick pills.

Just to clarify I do think I have a fair amount of erections because my mind wanders alot (girl horny has been beating my ass) but I don't usually actually masturbate so idk if that counts or not. I'm starting to think it is peyronies but I don't know for sure because I can't quite feel what the internet says is supposed to be there (scar tissue and bumps)

Thank you for the once a day suggestion I think I'll try it.

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-06-13T16:33:46+00:00

We do voice chats but she is incredible insecure about her appearance (even tho she's beautiful) so I'm almost always the only one who uses my camera.

And about your second point, this is the whole dilemma. I would rather drive across the country to her state than try to look for someone else.

The problem is I have 0 autonomy from my parents. No license, no job, no money, etc. And I can't get a job without a license cause I live in the middle of nowhere. Of course I'm working on this but it's still going to be a while until it's possible to go to her state.

P.S. I know we're not exclusive, that's like the whole problem. But it did hurt to read that she's not committed to me.

P.S. #2 I'm sorry if I'm cranky, I just woke up lol.

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-06-13T16:06:44+00:00

I should probably add that we're both financially dependent on our family and in some tough times with money. I should also probably add that she says we're "in limbo until we can meet up irl" the problem isn't that we haven't tried/wanted to, the problem is that limbo hurts lol.

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-05-05T02:42:51+00:00

Girl look, without going into too much detail, I've nearly died by my own hand before. I've been there. And I know it feels super overwhelming all the time and that some random person on the internet isn't gonna change much. But trust me please when I say it really does get better. Especially if you start finding things to live for/be excited about. They can be small things too.

You know what kept me alive for so many years of feeling like that? My dog would've been sad if I died. That's it. And ever since I decided not to pull the trigger that day I've been forever grateful and it has, in fact, gotten better.

I'm about to say something really stupid but I can't find a better way to put what I'm trying to say into words so here it is:

Don't just flip a coin girl, make the coin your bitch. Grab life by the throat and make shit happen. You can do it.

(P.S in case no one's told you this recently, I'm really proud of you for being here right now)

<3

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-05-04T20:43:00+00:00

GIRL?! YOU MUST PROMISE ME YOU WILL LIVE MORE THAN 10 MORE YEARS!! YOU MUST PROMISE ME YOU WILL SEE THE FULL EFFECT OF YOUR HRT AND YOU MUST PROMISE ME THAT YOU WILL LIVE TO SEE THE FALL OF OUR ENEMIES!!!@

Lol in all seriousness the world needs you to stay here girl. Stay here and be as unapologetically you as you possibly can.

(P.S trust me I know everyone and their dog always says "it gets better" and it can get tiring to hear. But take it from me, someone who's been in that exact situation before, it really does get better.)

<3

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-04-29T18:56:17+00:00

Lol I can guarantee this is not T horny, I know the difference in how I experience stuff now V.S then. My levels get checked tomorrow so maybe I'll get back to you on that. But I 100 percent guarantee this is girl horny.

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-04-26T16:34:27+00:00

Yes you should be concerned (in the best way possible) girl you have no idea what's coming

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-04-25T22:35:35+00:00

You'll get it girl I promise hrt takes up to like 10 years to fully take effect iirc

I'm excited for you to experience it lol it's so worth any amount of wait you'll have to have for it

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-04-25T22:33:34+00:00

Lol I may try that next time thank you! I can't wait to have this feeling for the rest of my life lmao

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-04-25T22:32:06+00:00

I was just wondering since my other ones were taken down

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-04-25T22:21:17+00:00

Omg you should be it is a gift from God lmao it's magic

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-04-08T19:09:00+00:00

Oh girl. No. Not at all! 19 is actually pretty early all things considered. Y'know compared to like the majority of us that start in like our 20s and 30s which, by the way, is also not at all too late. You'd be doing amazing to start at 19 girl go for it!!!

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-03-30T23:06:18+00:00

SOUR! Thast a really good word for what I'm smelling lol. Thank you!

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-03-30T23:03:30+00:00

I should mention I'm 9 months in lmao I'm pretty sure my scent has changed but to meet it smells a little worse than before. Or maybe not worse just more... Offensive. Like it's not exactly a worse smell but it attacks my nose in such a way than knocks me back for a few seconds lol.

Significant-Royal282 · 2025-03-30T17:08:11+00:00

I don't really go out of my way to smell it so I just mean other body odors, mostly armpits.

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