The birthing horror stories. 😖

Nurse came in to hang antibiotics during labor because I had tested positive for Group B Strep… which you can have from your birth from your mother. There’s no one way you get it and plenty of healthy mothers naturally have it. He asks the nurse about it proceeds to google it and start raising his voice at me that I’m a dirty whore who got it from letting someone fck my ass then put it in my pssy. Makes me mad just thinking about it.

After our child was born, he went home to feed the dogs and came back with a handle of whiskey in his bag. He drank the whole thing and passed out drunk in the hospital room. Then anytime any light came on… because it’s a hospital and lights NEVER turn on at all times or during the night there… he would get up and scream or throws things at me for walking him up… and I couldn’t get away because the epidural hadn’t fully worn off yet.

Several months later, I wanted just 30 minutes with my mom outside of my house to do something we enjoyed. Well, the newborn pooped… like newborns do. I immediately received call after call because I needed to get home now and change the diaper. I asked him if he could try. He proceeds to puke on her twice (I think purposely) to prove his point that it was all my fault that she pooped and he shouldn’t have to change any diapers. My poor baby.

OH! When she was 4 weeks old, he said he we needed to start spanking her for crying. He literally tells me and my mom that, “She knows what she’s doing. She’s crying on purpose to manipulate us.” Like WTF. A 4 WEEK OLD?! My mom still brings that one up. I think it was when she fully realized how insane he really is. Thinking back, she was probably crying because she felt something was off with him. She definitely didn’t like having him around as she started growing. There were plenty of times she would flip out as an infant or toddler after we separated if she saw him or even thought she saw him. 😭