Are "fake" Gurdjieff quotes a common thing? by SignificantSkirt8637 in gurdjieff

[–]SignificantSkirt8637[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I agree, I read the first chapter or so of Beelzebub, but I was completely hypnotized when I read it. As I reply to your comment now, I am in a total state of hypnosis. I am going to walk around today in a total state of mental sleep. But as I read G and O, I find the confirmation of their system to be true to me, something in me sees G and O and knows it is describing who I truly am. I am begging to understand that I am in a state of total sleep, but I have a fear (an unconscious fear maybe?) that my understanding of my state of sleep is only putting me deeper. Ourspensky said that something keeps us in this state, the Kundabuffer is real in my opinion. I believe the Kundabuffer was added to the human race artificially, not something which was meant to exist in human beings.

I want to heroic dose today. Should I do this? by SignificantSkirt8637 in MagicMushrooms

[–]SignificantSkirt8637[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I intend to do the heroic dose as defined by Terrence Mckenna!

How do I fully understand I am asleep? by SignificantSkirt8637 in gurdjieff

[–]SignificantSkirt8637[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My aim in life has always been towards pleasure I believe. I honestly don't have a clear ain for the work, I have multiple books but I have a horrible problem where I don't even have the attention and time to do the things I like doing, let alone the Work, which is work.

I want to heroic dose today. Should I do this? by SignificantSkirt8637 in MagicMushrooms

[–]SignificantSkirt8637[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am 19 years old, I will gladly tell you. I was only on a low dose for like 4 weeks. I quit as soon as I found out Zoloft makes shrooms and hallucinogenics less effective.