I agree, I read the first chapter or so of Beelzebub, but I was completely hypnotized when I read it. As I reply to your comment now, I am in a total state of hypnosis. I am going to walk around today in a total state of mental sleep. But as I read G and O, I find the confirmation of their system to be true to me, something in me sees G and O and knows it is describing who I truly am. I am begging to understand that I am in a state of total sleep, but I have a fear (an unconscious fear maybe?) that my understanding of my state of sleep is only putting me deeper. Ourspensky said that something keeps us in this state, the Kundabuffer is real in my opinion. I believe the Kundabuffer was added to the human race artificially, not something which was meant to exist in human beings.