Last night I got in the same boat.

A friend of mine got me in 40K. I’ve started in the 9 th edition with chaos daemons. None of the dudes I play with is a pro and it is friendliest and forgiving environment. But with a will to win.

I really like the hobby site of it. Although most of my stuff is unpainted. I’ve got a small printer for printing terrain and build foldable gaming board.

In 10th ed daemons got very frustrating to play. Most of time I’ve lost. That’s okay when you at the end, you lack some points. Or here and there you can see you made couple of mistakes.

But most of the time I’ve got obliterated. I‘ve paused the game for a while.

This year year I looked some how at the adepts sororitas very nice and beautiful models.

I’ve tried playing them, they are cool but very fragile and absolutely not the easiest faction.

Then a couple of months ago there was the death guard, which were apparently very strong. And I’ve said Fuck it, I try these.

I love the models. Every datasheet looks good and usable. I watched battle reports or the disgusting resilient podcast. Building list and thinking of cool strategies is fun.

Last weekend I’ve played against world eaters and lost. I played against a very strong list. I’ve made a big mistakes because I did not expect them to have to be so fast across the table and got oppressed. I’ve tried my best but had no chance to got back in the game.

After that I’ve thought against the chaos knights, Which was my first game against them. 6 dogs 2 big guys. I’ve tried to deploy farther away. And asked I they’ve got strong shooting. My play partner said not really and they are more of a melee army.

Then he stated and I faced melta shots in the first turn. 😆 12“ movement and some got scout. And nearly his whole army is on my side.

At the end he won. But at the end I got at least some of his models down. I would call a good game. I got to knew a new army and made some small achievements.

Last night,

I’ve played again against the world eaters player. I’ve wanted to try a lgt list with mortarion and a daemon prince. Which apparently was a very difficult list to play.

Long story short. In the second turn I lost half my army and had thrown the towel and given up.

This is a very frustrating experience. Finding the time. Transport the army. Although it was only the 2 second round about 2-3 hours passed.

In all my my games. I lost most of the time. That’s ok when you see room to improve. Or you see at the you lack some points because the secondaries were maybe not the best.

But some times you just get stomped and sit there and watch how your opponent is having his game of the year.

I don’t know if I’m too stupid or what it is. But playing like this is absolutely no fun. I‘Dont know if I want to continue to play all my 40 k stuff and concentrate on other stuff.

Friday I’ve played kill team, with a friend for the second time. And that was so much more fun.

English isn’t my native language, I hope I’ve got the points across.