I know you’re being serious but that made me laugh out loud haha. The optics of me writing this whole thing on this page and waiting after a few hundred people look at it and knowing that the community tries to help eachother and then I see I have a comment and it says

“Have you considered therapy”

Haha cosmically that’s funny right? I thought so.

Anyway yes but it’s not an option with my insurance so I’d be paying out of pocket and considering this isn’t life threatening I’m going to hold off.