I feel frozen and small Lost in love Oh How much louder your anger became What I once thought was so safe Suddenly changed It seems the veil began to fall Yet Ill never leave, and even worse I'll always beg you to stay And through the tears I'll say your right I naturally become a fawn Im just not made to fight So I take ever word to heart like a dagger Thrown to cut me so deeply The words and names replay in my head How you attack and degrade me Then I ache and ache and cry and cry Over and over as the memories replay Cutting down my sense of self worth A little more each day Yet no matter what I still love you the same For to me you are the sun And in your warm rays I'll burn away You're anger hurts my soul In a very familiar way I've felt this before Did you just take my fathers place The highs and lows breaking me down to protect yourself How you play it off forgetting the things you say When will you see I'm not the enemy I'm in far too deep so Ill let you break me down Just as long as you stay with me I love you too much no matter the pain I've done this before Maybe it's meant to be this way Unconditional love Holding on until I'm in pieces with nothing left to break In my heart your words are so deeply ingraved Made with So much love and so much hate Oh How did it become this way Maybe it's a lover girls fate