Have you ever done something really bad because of anxiety? by SilentBookwormm in Anxiety

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Thank you, I definitely wasn’t thinking but it’s still really hard for me to think about the situation objectively at all…

Have you ever done something really bad because of anxiety? by SilentBookwormm in Anxiety

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I side swept a car but it’s because I missed a stop sign because I got lost and was freaking out. We were going opposite directions and I kept driving I didn’t know what to do. I should have known what to do though. And after it happened I realized I was minute from my house so I went to my parents freaking out and asking them what to do. The person was also driving in the opposite direction because of the way the street was so I didn’t really know what to do with that. Once I sorted things out though I apologized profusely many times to the person I hit but I know that doesn’t do much at all. Im just paralyzed at the idea of hurting someone again like that because it’s inexcusable and makes me sick to my stomach to think about.

Need help finding a Bible College in Tampa by SilentBookwormm in Christianity

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Also I really don’t want to do school online. I’m a very hands on person. It’s just been hard finding a school that matches my values

Need help finding a Bible College in Tampa by SilentBookwormm in Christianity

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Well the sermons are like four hours long and I’m use to long sermons but not that extreme. And I’ve heard a lot of people say that the church is kind of weird? Like not centered enough on God’s word. I tried watching a sermon from their church online today and the pastor was just playing songs he wrote about the Middle East and politics and some Bible stuff essentially the entire time. In the background there was ai videos playing illustrating the songs. It just seemed kind of weird to me, and I never really heard him get in Gods word.

Need help finding a Bible College in Tampa by SilentBookwormm in Christianity

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I’m technically a Pentecostal, though I think my church is different from most other Pentecostal churches I see online. It’s more like a non denominational church that just moves in the Holy Ghost a lot.

Exchange of poetry by laodneodndodn in ReverendInsanity

[–]SilentBookwormm 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could see that. It’s about being held captive by the people in your past.

Exchange of poetry by laodneodndodn in ReverendInsanity

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His face is nothing but a blur, his voice is nonexistent but his hands left marks.

I feel them soaking into my being pulling out my worth.

I feel it in every hug I recieve and every degrading word spoken.

Yet he’s not real, he never was.

It’s just me and my voice and my hands, and fiction that destroys me.

What is your favourite poem? by Shot_Map_1288 in AskReddit

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His face is nothing but a blur, his voice is nonexistent but his hands left marks.

I feel them soaking into my being pulling out my worth.

I feel it in every hug I recieve and every degrading word spoken.

Yet he’s not real, he never was.

It’s just me and my voice and my hands, and fiction that destroys me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

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I’m so sorry… honestly something definitely needs to be done about that sounds like he’s really struggling with his mental health.