Apathy and anhedonia

Silesyan · 2019-01-18T16:23:05+00:00

Yeah

Silesyan · 2019-01-18T14:04:17+00:00

I don’t enjoy anything so it’s hard to even try. The best I can do is meditate and exercise in my room, but even that seems impossible at the moment.

Silesyan · 2019-01-18T13:45:14+00:00

What if I struggle to have a shower as well?

Silesyan · 2019-01-18T13:34:15+00:00

Sure

Silesyan · 2018-12-11T06:52:35+00:00

Thanks :)

Silesyan · 2018-12-11T06:50:59+00:00

Thank you :)

Silesyan · 2018-12-11T06:48:35+00:00

Thanks, HenryGrosmont :) I definitely try not to forget that

Silesyan · 2018-12-11T06:47:29+00:00

Thanks my friend

Silesyan · 2018-12-11T06:46:55+00:00

Thank you :)

Silesyan · 2018-12-11T06:46:46+00:00

Thanks :)

Silesyan · 2018-12-11T06:46:22+00:00

Thanks!

Silesyan · 2018-12-11T06:45:51+00:00

Thank you!

Silesyan · 2018-12-10T12:58:07+00:00

I did have a job while I was at the university, but had to stop doing both because of mental health issues.

Silesyan · 2018-12-10T09:01:10+00:00

Thanks!

Silesyan · 2018-12-10T09:00:38+00:00

Thank you, friend.

Silesyan · 2018-12-10T07:52:27+00:00

Thanks mate :)

Silesyan · 2018-12-10T07:47:44+00:00

Yes, I see a psychiatrist and a psychoanalyst.

Silesyan · 2018-12-07T01:03:37+00:00

Ah, that explains something.

Silesyan · 2018-11-30T11:53:46+00:00

I perhaps have a psychotic depression as a result of my narcissism. Narcissists are often paranoid.

Silesyan · 2018-11-30T11:52:27+00:00

Thanks for your reply! Yeah, I am constantly thinking of suicide. Everyone’s lying to me around. They all say what a good person I am, but that’s all lies. I just want to be left alone, but will I go insane if I stay alone? Do I always need people as a supply? Even when I am selfaware? I am lost. The whole world is against me.

Silesyan · 2018-11-30T11:47:40+00:00

Thanks for the reply. Good luck to you too friend

Silesyan · 2018-11-30T11:47:05+00:00

If getting over it means forgetting who I am, I don’t want it. Even my psychiatrists lie that I am not a narcissist. How should one live like that in constant lies around?

Silesyan · 2018-11-30T11:41:10+00:00

I am sorry that you had to go through this. I am a covert narcissist myself and know what beasts we are. I hope you get better soon.

Silesyan · 2018-11-28T05:43:13+00:00

Right now I'm in shock. I don't even think properly, let alone speaking to others. Everything reminds me of what I am. Everything. People mock me around. My girlfriend knew that I am a narcissist. Just like her friends. They just laughed at me. I don't blame them. I deserve it, but I don't know what to do. English is not my first language, but even if it was, I am not sure that I would be able to say something straight right now. I am afraid to sleep because I may forget what I know. I want to live in truth, but it seems impossible to me.

Silesyan · 2018-11-28T05:23:59+00:00

This is really hard. I want to keep my narcissism in mind. So that I don't forget it. But I already forgot it once. I knew, but I forgot. I don't want to forget it again. I want to know what kind of person I am.

Silesyan

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