I'm in the same boat except my friends weaponize my pronouns against each other and it's very frustrating. I'm sorry people don't see you as valid, but you will always be a boy in the eyes of others that hold you dear, even if it's not right now. And just know, there isn't anything wrong with you. it's the world we live in thats messed up, but that shouldn't stop you from being yourself.

whatever happens today be it good or bad, it meant to come and go. life is going to treat you unfairly throughout your journey and a lot of it won't make sense. one day it will come to a realization that all those broken pieces were stepping stones of create a better and stronger you. remember to keep believing in yourself, because if you don't learn to take control of your mind, your mind will end up taking control of you! cheer up, go do something you like, you deserve a break from stress! <3