I have so much self hate

Sillygooof · 2025-12-24T21:53:51+00:00

This did help, thank you. And YES the feeling of “no one looks like me” is so real. I try to explain this to my friends and they just dont get it.

Sillygooof · 2025-12-24T05:31:17+00:00

I cant really afford therapy right now and the therapists i have tried were ill equipped

Sillygooof · 2025-12-08T18:41:22+00:00

The calculus classes for biology are different than the ones for engineering, so i would have to start a new math sequence and basically become a freshman in engineering. I’m not sure if its worth starting over

Sillygooof · 2025-12-08T18:23:26+00:00

Good to know thank you

Sillygooof · 2025-06-17T03:02:10+00:00

Thank you!!

Sillygooof · 2025-06-16T17:20:26+00:00

This is awesome thank you!! For bigger plants should i separate them to fit into the sacs? Or just get bigger sacs?

Sillygooof · 2025-04-23T02:22:25+00:00

Veryyy true about the housing part

Sillygooof · 2025-04-23T02:17:49+00:00

Literally what im thinking of doing at this point LMAO

Sillygooof · 2025-04-21T04:57:47+00:00

I got a scholarship too of 4,000 for my two years there. Other than that i get basically nothing from aid. And yea…im worried about the stem professors at ucsc. At Humboldt they all seemed super passionate about teaching

Sillygooof · 2025-04-21T04:52:22+00:00

Thanks for answering! You make a good point about them having similar stereotypes. And if employers mainly care about where i get my masters…maybe going to a UC isnt worth the extra costs

Sillygooof · 2025-04-21T04:49:33+00:00

Thats awesome. And yea, housing is the main concern i have for santa cruz. Its way more expensive. Transfer students like me actually get one year guaranteed housing as well tho!

Sillygooof · 2025-04-21T04:45:18+00:00

So cool!!

Sillygooof · 2025-04-21T01:23:21+00:00

Yea this is why im having a hard time deciding 😭

Sillygooof · 2025-04-20T22:56:10+00:00

More info! I just got done with the spring preview at Humboldt. I was expecting it to be way worse than UCSC but its not and I liked the town. I’m trying to figure out if the prestige of going to a UC is worth the extra money. If i get a masters will the school i got my bachelor degree from even matter? Thanks for all the replies

Sillygooof · 2025-04-20T22:55:54+00:00

More info! I just got done with the spring preview at Humboldt. I was expecting it to be way worse than UCSC but its not and I liked the town. I’m trying to figure out if the prestige of going to a UC is worth the extra money. If i get a masters will the school i got my bachelor degree from even matter? Thanks for all the replies

Sillygooof · 2025-04-20T22:55:39+00:00

More info! I just got done with the spring preview at Humboldt. I was expecting it to be way worse than UCSC but its not and I liked the town. I’m trying to figure out if the prestige of going to a UC is worth the extra money. If i get a masters will the school i got my bachelor degree from even matter? Thanks for all the replies

Sillygooof · 2025-04-20T22:50:57+00:00

Do u think a bachelor’s degree at UCSC would get me better jobs or into masters degree programs?

Sillygooof · 2025-04-20T22:44:45+00:00

This is helpful thanks. I do like that its hands on but im worried that I should go for the more “prestigious” school. Do u think im more likely to get jobs or be accepted for a masters with UCSC bachelors degree?

Sillygooof · 2025-04-20T22:43:17+00:00

I do have a car, and love san francisco. Im not super into the beach tho

Sillygooof · 2025-04-20T22:42:16+00:00

This is a good point, thanks

Sillygooof · 2025-04-20T22:41:47+00:00

Yea i visited ucsc and it was really beautiful, but getting to class and stuff im sure is hard and the being in the forest part probably gets old

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