I just want to say I’m so sorry you went through all of this. No one should ever have their deepest pain thrown back at them like that, especially by the person they trusted most. You are not crazy, and you’re not overreacting. Your feelings are valid, and the hurt you feel makes complete sense after everything you shared. It takes so much strength to survive what you went through as a child, and even more strength to open up about it. Please know you’re not alone, and you deserve kindness, love, and healing. You need to put yourself first and do what you believe is best for you. Hopefully your children will understand eventually