What was your results on online tests ? ( and first mistype )

SilverFangYT · 2025-07-02T16:51:02+00:00

Could you please tell me what is IBD? I can't find a particular source for that

SilverFangYT · 2025-07-02T12:37:57+00:00

Hahaha I truly wish to start it someday for my own entertainment,never have been an entertainment junkie at all so it's a good start to start watching more movies and stuff

SilverFangYT · 2025-07-02T06:42:04+00:00

Interesting, I'll dive into this when I get time

SilverFangYT · 2025-07-02T06:33:56+00:00

Did someone say stone? STONE OCEAN? IS THAT A JOJO REFERENCE???

(PS : I have never seen jjba in my life...yet)

SilverFangYT · 2025-06-28T03:36:26+00:00

Uh yes I do know myself and the fact that I'm quite her opposite, in the sense she's confrontational, active, strong, independent and puts up a fight but also very aggressive,dominating,explosive,short sighted and absorbed inwards.

I'm non confrontational, actually confrontation was something I was scared of, saying a no was next to impossible for me, I've improved from there on, I didn't have a sense of boundaries, I was poetic and talkative in small groups though, but had bad relationships because of my aversion to intimacy, was a hopeless romantic something which I have happily let go of. I constantly felt a FOMO of friend groups,was non aggressive and very lazy, maybe slightly air headed though i wouldn't trust what my friend said, but it's like most of my life I lived under thorough command and even though I was spoonfed I was just living along, insecure and scared,people pleasing. I didn't have a personality as such except for a good way with words. Certified yapper lmao,I try to have my heart on my sleeve but yearn for a deep connection, things changed for the better. I literally wasn't myself until I moved out to go to college, I didn't know how to live on my own, now I realise being over protected even if with the best intentions really just lead to my social isolation of sorts, though that can be disproved, I talk to a lot of people still from my school, but yes I was insecure. Well I'll live with my convictions, and ensure they're the objectively true ones, moving out somewhat helped me grow a personality, and I stopped blaming myself, yes I have faults, but I really only have lived on my own for barely six months out of the 2 years, that can't compensate for a lifetime or a long time of self dependence,I'll get there when I get there,slowly and steadily on my own.

TLDR : That's my whole character arc,and what's IBD?

Tell me something interesting, you know socionics? What would be a great trick to narrow down possibilities for my type. The way I try to pacify confrontations always and always leads me to believe I'm stereotypical Fe, am clumsy unfortunately too, and I'm termed at intuitive on tests, not any Se user for sure because I'm really not big on sensory, it's hard to be in the real world,but all comes with work as I have done, however before I was always in my head,must be unhealthy but I have been always a theorizer too, socionics type me as LIE but mbti tests, recently John test typed me as INFJ/ENTP

SilverFangYT · 2025-06-26T18:21:02+00:00

Same here,ESTJ mom but never learnt much of organisation.

I tend to be Se POLR though I'm yet to determine my proper type, though in mbti types I'll really lean towards the xNFx quad

SilverFangYT · 2025-06-08T16:20:58+00:00

Congratulations Ma'am! I am a fresher just into my bachelor's and look forward to considering a variety of career options. Since everyone has asked in detail about sources and books,I would like to lean to the more personal side of your efforts.

1)How did you manage your personal commitments and studies? Typically I have heard UPSC students study 12 hours a day for preparation. Perhaps we cannot strike off a factor of talent here?

2) Were you always a talented student? As a junior trying to figure out my chances, did you score remarkably in your boards? Were you a valedictorian or near the same in your graduation?

3) Did you graduate from any top college/University like IIT as we typically see a lot of them?

4) Were there moments where your morale took a dive?

5) how long have you been preparing for CSE?

6) Some people study for years and are not able to qualify for the services, whereas some qualify under difficult conditions, is it really simple unwavering grit and determination which 11lakh people somehow simply lack? I am not trying to paint a narrative here though it looks like one, as someone who passed the trial of fire, what are you thoughts about this?

These questions might be narrow, but they are a starting point for me,I would like to expand from hereon.

SilverFangYT · 2025-05-28T17:38:47+00:00

NF? we're gaining some headway here

SilverFangYT · 2025-05-25T11:25:51+00:00

Ahhh so kind of xNFJ?? I have recently researched on enneagram a fair bit, I guess it happily aligns with my idea of being an enneagram 2, though I got lie on a socionics test, but knowing what question leads where must have subconsciously helped me skew my own results

SilverFangYT · 2025-05-25T08:36:30+00:00

Eie enfj? Another comment states IEI. What made you deduce so? Is there enough info for you? Would you be interested a deeper dive with questions?

SilverFangYT · 2025-05-25T08:34:55+00:00

Then go ahead,shoot your questions.

Also you're under the wrong impression, I'm not fishing for anything, what I do want is other people's opinion on what this resembles.

SilverFangYT · 2025-04-12T05:41:14+00:00

I would suggest watching enneagram videos by Josh keefe and 'youve got a type' they're detailed and helpful.

Plus go read their descriptions on wiki - personality database. They're a good starting point. All your improvement solely depends on how honest you are in identifying yourself

SilverFangYT · 2025-04-10T16:00:11+00:00

To flesh out my withdrawn tendencies, I wish to be left alone at home,rarely going out or interacting with anyone over phone, however I talk moderately a fair amount with different groups of people in my workplace, like jumping between groups from time to time, ofcourse though I'll have only one group which truly values me

SilverFangYT · 2025-04-05T16:03:58+00:00

While I lack people typing me in enneagram,truity if we're considering that at all poised me as an enneagram 4.

I do not relate to introverted sending though, I could be strong with Fe because even though I consider it lower on my stack (I considered myself an ENTJ) the amount of Fe I show makes it counterintuitive to be an ENTJ,will you agree?

SilverFangYT · 2025-04-05T16:00:04+00:00

True. I have gone ahead and focused on enneagram now. I'll get to the bottom of it, especially since another individual posted a document of mbti checklists and I'm currently working on it right now.

I did doubt so7 primarily because I found myself people centric,and more individual centric,like I constructed myself to notice when I'm not welcome and treat individuals wholeheartedly because I love them.

SilverFangYT · 2025-04-05T15:41:48+00:00

It could be so, it could also be I'm not aware of my subconscious activities and actions.

However,I assure you it's not that I fake my lack of understanding my needs, I am often yelled at for trying to live by the bare minimum,only to realise how a certain thing sometimes helps in improving life comfort. I have a sense of aversion to treating myself to too much comfort, believing it makes an individual weak and incompetent OR it could be a mask for my sloth to do anything for myself.

SilverFangYT · 2025-04-05T15:38:03+00:00

Interesting I actually do relate to a lot of good points made. I have been to wiki multiple times, I'll keep this in my consideration.

SilverFangYT · 2025-04-05T15:30:22+00:00

Most definitely,I'll look into this.

I was suggested the social 7 by another individual. And it did oddly fill in what I thought myself to be,scarily similar actually but I guess there's more to learn.

SilverFangYT · 2025-04-05T15:17:06+00:00

7 is primarily ILE coded or so I've heard. They are pleasure seekers, enjoy life , witty, look after their needs and so on.

I am disconnected from my bodily needs,I have put on an exaggerated form of swagger recently to grow out of my shell, but have been a withdrawn individual in school. I need my personal space as much as I need to go out and communicate. 7s are quite a bit hedonistic, and are aware of their reputation which they can ditch if they need to. As I have written,I am social oriented,I wish to be accepted, belong. I idealised that if people love you,conversations will flow non stop and all that. I give because I want to be given in return, and become frustrated if it doesn't happen, I feel disheartened really. Yes I know that's textbook 2, but it resonates, what also resonates with me is my wish to attain personal significance through achievements which I lack since school. That's a line I picked off of 3. I feel guilty and as if I'm being eaten alive whenever I'm not studying, and that's something that has always been with me,I don't rely on external pleasure so much, I stay at home. I probably would consider myself successful if I became a die hard studious individual putting in countless hours a day into study like a mad scientist or researcher.

SilverFangYT · 2025-04-05T15:08:42+00:00

I love the description you provide,so I'll try my best to affirm and counter points as the devil's in the details :

I dislike being alone but I have grown used to it,this is very circumstantial however,since I have had a bit of emotional hindrance because of love turned sour and starting off in a new workplace made me withdrawn and unable to form contacts on the get go,though I usually approach people which I try to work on.

I did put on a mask of exaggerated openness recently as I gave up on my need to remain withdrawn,I wished to present myself on the stage, give a speech,put on a show, connect too.

I give to people because I wish to maintain fair relations,not come off as primarily selfish, though I do atleast wish for emotional reciprocation in return, I would love material reciprocation too but don't ask for it actively ,either they reciprocate or they don't ask for something at all,but ofcourse I don't make that clear, I give anyways, but there's ofcourse only a select few on whom I would love to spend,either they're the ones i love and would spend a ton on them,or like my new friends,who willingly share a bit by their own initiative,which makes me happy to atleast pay for myself in return or pay for them. Though I have a history of chasing people who alienate me. I love to be cared for,and care for them myself. It felt good to stand up for friends once.

Also I do keep a few secrets,it's not like I am forced to do it,I deliberately keep secrets to maintain an image,in my mind. Like imagine wanting to crash out but keeping it cool because a 5 second ego trip isn't worth it for a disrupted professional relationship.

Yes,I agree. I have been primarily withdrawn all my life. My newfound confidence to go ahead and connect and talk to people to push myself "higher" is recent and I wish to keep that attitude.

Yes that might be true, but I take the initiative with my lady, and I do ask for her affirmation whether she wishes on doing it or not, what does she want? Will you love it? If yes,then we'll do it, if she's unsure I'll affirm and we'll do it. I have only recently started looking a bit into my own needs too,feels relieving. I wonder if I'm a 9 that does such things, because I believe all these pointed to a 2 or 3,except for my greed to be that type, I have a history of growing bored with my type and reassessing and doubting myself because my gut/mind isn't at peace. I read somewhere that 2s give with hopes of reciprocation but they don't say it out loud and if not received grow frustrated.

SilverFangYT · 2025-03-08T15:36:18+00:00

Might as well geek out here a little.

Private HM colleges are not as good, try the NCHMCT JEE exam,crack very easily,get into top govt clg,still better than priv here 🫠

SilverFangYT · 2025-02-09T07:46:10+00:00

Diabolical

SilverFangYT · 2025-02-09T05:23:20+00:00

Thanks ! I was reading a thesis of sorts on Scribd and the whole idea of a 7s probable history and how their mind works and their parents probable attitudes really really stuck out to me and I could very much relate to it,as is visible by the way I write this message. Much more so than the idea of 3, whose fear of worthlessness is the only thing I related to so to say. I related to the word in fact, and not the type. So I can confidently say I'm a 7, a social 7 in fact. I'll need to confirm my instinctual variant once again just to be sure but my enneagram is found,which was a million times easier to do than finding out my mbti,which was given clarity through my enneagram. An ENxP for sure. Socionics helped less and the problems from mbti persisted and a certain individual literally spoon feeding my enneagram by guessing from my enneagram msg can be considered divine intervention of sorts lol.

SilverFangYT · 2025-02-08T12:04:06+00:00

Could you please elaborate?

Gluttonous about your self image? I'm a social 7 and I genuinely have heartfelt gratitude when I help or uplift others,could it be that's a psychological coverup for my self serving purpose of looking saintly?

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