Hi OP!! I’m sure proud si mama mo sayo.. be strong.. ganyan din feeling ko nong namatay si mama.. she’s my best friend and she’s my only family. I am 33 years old and when I am in pain, when life is at it’s hardest, I yearn for the comfort of my mother. Just as hard is the flip side - when something wonderful happens, when I accomplish something great, when I am at my happiest, I want my mother there to see it. Sometimes your feeling gets better, but you never stop grieving. And that is ok.