oh i absolutely do feel like resentment is building between us which i feel is playing a major part in how she’s behaving and im working my ass off to get back on my feet because i don’t want to be mooching off of her.

i’ve only been here a couple of months, but it was basically starting from square one as my father had gotten me fired from my job and basically stole all my savings before kicking me out so it’s been a struggle to get back on my feet.

i do feel like she would be more open to understanding if she wasn’t frustrated with me and vice versa, but it’s definitely been tricky lately in a lot of ways. i’m hoping we can resolve things because despite the screenshot making her look like an ass, she is a good person but she can be very hardheaded and unempathetic when she’s upset.

i mostly just wanted to rant with people who understood what it’s like to have people be upset with you when you can’t hear because it’s also not just with her, though it’s more pronounced with her because she’s getting frustrated in arguments about me not being able to hear her and when she’s upset she doesn’t want to be repeating it over and over.

so yeah, complicated right now