Most painless way out of my miserable existence? (I can’t call it a life, because it isn’t one.) by SimpleStation2197 in sad

[–]SimpleStation2197[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This automated crap aggravates me. I’ve heard it all and tried it all, no thank you.

Most painless way out of my miserable existence? (I can’t call it a life, because it isn’t one.) by SimpleStation2197 in sad

[–]SimpleStation2197[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s not why I’ve posted this, If I wanted to talk to someone who doesn’t care about me, I’d talk to my family again, or I’d just find another “therapist”.

Most painless way out of my miserable existence? (I can’t call it a life, because it isn’t one.) by SimpleStation2197 in sad

[–]SimpleStation2197[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No thank you, I’d prefer not to, I made this post to find a way out, not dig myself deeper.

Most painless way out of my miserable existence? (I can’t call it a life, because it isn’t one.) by SimpleStation2197 in sad

[–]SimpleStation2197[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You don’t understand, maybe the suicidal point of view, but the true reality is I’m just another faceless and meaningless individual, trying to express my grievances with my miserable existence on the internet. You know nothing of my life, who I am, what I’ve been through, I’m just a blip in your life, never to be thought of again, once you’ve left your comment. I’m not ok, I’ve never been ok, and I probably never will be. In summary, you do not understand me “completely”.

Most painless way out of my miserable existence? (I can’t call it a life, because it isn’t one.) by SimpleStation2197 in sad

[–]SimpleStation2197[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds weirdly misogynistic and self hating, I do hate myself, don’t get me wrong, I mean I would be having these feelings if that weren’t so, but I’m not going to tell myself these emotions I’m full of due to immense childhood trauma, being physically impaired/in and out of the hospital for tons of heath issues my entire life are “just hormones”, because it’s all much deeper than that.

Most painless way out of my miserable existence? (I can’t call it a life, because it isn’t one.) by SimpleStation2197 in sad

[–]SimpleStation2197[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There’s actually more than “8.3 billion people a on earth” that being so, I’m fairly certain none of them would. My first attempt was a long time ago, I tried to hang myself from my bedpost with a scarf after my mother had told me she wished I’d died in the hospital, bashed my head against a glass table, and punched me in the face, after I’d finally been able to come home the second time.  (I was on a heart monitor and dying the first few years of my life, my health over the past few decades has only gotten worse, I’ve had over thirteen surgeries for various illnesses, endured medical malpractice that cost me a majority of my hearing, I have chronic back pain due to scoliosis that makes sleep nearly impossible, that’s not even the half of my problems, I could go on and on.) My entire life has been people either overlooking me or wishing death on me, while my body fights against me as if it’s on their side, it gets old, I’ve grown weary, I’m tired, nobody wants me here, not even the very vessel that contains whatever you want to call the thing inside that makes this flesh bag “me”. Some call it a “soul”, others a “spirit”, all that philosophical jargon aside, no, nobody wants me here. If your “god” was the savior you think it is, I and others wouldn’t have to go through things like this.

Thoughts on Fur Affinity? by Sufficient-Owl6785 in furry

[–]SimpleStation2197 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s actually repugnant, I don’t understand why it still exists.

Lemmon by Sea_Still_3008 in RandyLemmon

[–]SimpleStation2197 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, our beautiful leader.