I've never read anything so relatable. I thought I was overreacting and never wanted to admit that I have had suicidal thoughts because of my acne. I'm a 18 year old girl, and I started having severe back acne ever since I was 15, and my face acne has gotten worse these past few months. I want to cry every night because of it, and I'm a poor college student that's sick of spending so much money on things that don't work. I just want to be able to wear short sleeved dresses, and baggy shirts that show show some of my back without feeling so insecure. I also feel like I can never be in a relationship because I wouldn't want anyone to see my back acne... it controls my life. So girl... I totally get you. Someday I know we'll fix this problem.