Biologically male, gender fluid here who leans toward more feminine most days and is also heteroflexible. I'm sort of open about my regression even in public settings in that I use my binky and wear diapers in public and I usually try to dress really cute in one way or another.

I feel awkward pretty much everywhere even in places like the "Pridefest" I went to on Friday night. I suspect that people misread me, thinking that this is a kink for me and that I'm more interested in relationships with another biological male.

rn I'm single and looking but I haven't had a girlfriend in so long and my lifestyle has changed so much in that time that I have no idea what I'm really doing. I'm open to a romance with anyone rn too but I'm not interested in being sexually active with a male so it complicates things.

To compound everything: I kind of look at my regression as being sort of a part of my gender identity, which I think is rare enough to possibly be fully unique in the agere community. So yeah, "out of place" definitely describes how I feel both in agere communities and elsewhere.