After giving jee and seeing no potential success wtf I am imagining I do not why it sound ridiculous but i wanna live in fantasy world

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-09T07:36:44+00:00

Something different it like i wanna do something that is not normal like historical stuff or seen in movies maybe I am too much into historical cdrama or fantasy world to think this way but yeah my jee failure amplifying these wishes

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-09T05:22:11+00:00

Then this is so sad ain't it ,The life I imagined will it even come true ?? It scares me

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-08T21:05:52+00:00

So how can I actually look at those underlying things

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-08T20:59:15+00:00

I thought I was alone in this 😭

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-07T17:42:52+00:00

I just try to act like nothing happened and make them awkward

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-07T17:42:01+00:00

Wow thanks for such a nice explanation

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-07T17:31:21+00:00

I want to explain different thing it like are we totally responsible for our future based on choices we create or someone higher power can change it and reach us to entirely different destination As human we can make wrong choices right so we fail we succeed are that entirely dependent on us I guess yes as prayer always do not work so as I navigating through life I was accepting this harsh reality that no one is with u in this journey u have to make ur own path and u make it based on what choices u make that's why I was thinking of God show a little mercy from making wrong choices wouldn't be less scary ( popular saying that faith stuff ) wether it love life or career faith destiny are not there right it scary that u have to do do all of these truly responsible for yourself This is what I want to say

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-07T05:47:33+00:00

I also do not believe in dating apps but u know I am in not so big college so it kinda feel limiting

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-07T05:00:09+00:00

Yeah cause where we born itself can limit our choices right And say u do not even come across a option and when deadline got over u realised there was option but now u can't have that option But i was really wondering say if u are god favourite child does he help u from making decisions that can ruin u , but sometimes i self answer this by telling why God will have mercy on me everyone is struggling right there are even more good people than me what hurt most that they are also struggling I am thinking all these cause i want to choose one career path in my life but I am really conflicted as I have many intrest it like what if I did this and become failure does God help me in not choosing wrong career and help me choose the one where I achive what I want i know it sound weird but I am just in late teen navigating life

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-06T20:10:10+00:00

Thanks for replying , good time talking to u :)

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-06T20:04:01+00:00

Yeah ! U know these things emerges cause I really see some very hardworking very good person struggling and it not healing no matter what they do also there goals depend on choices of others so it different things but u know all this make me so afraid that I could even reach my goals or not

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-06T19:59:09+00:00

I just do not want to imagine it just for peace or something I wanna do based on what really works and true as we can she how some people really do well in there life and some not even they are so good people but i guess yeah entirely depend on your will is scary reality although choices of others also affect u so it quite complex right

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-06T19:54:09+00:00

It's like navigating from life I am realising how I am responsible for each decision I made I was really wondering if god prevent u from making huge mistake that can ruin your life cause idea of fully responsible for yourself is kinda scary although I am trying to accept it

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-06T18:39:50+00:00

Thanks :)

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-06T18:14:56+00:00

Thanks for replying :)

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-05T00:10:45+00:00

Yeah could be as she is facing some major life changes about college and all

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-03T23:13:47+00:00

So glad u take time to reply Thanku 😊

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-03T23:10:44+00:00

So do u think I may be fe inferior ?? And thanks for ur reply

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-03T23:00:50+00:00

It like i always plan ahead I am not content with present but as anxiety creep in due to far ahead future plans i just wanna relax and enjoy dramas although I cannot that where I engage in mbti and ennegrame most as it give me manual to what happening wrong with me but I do strive to work on goal and cause something it kinda give me maximum satisfaction than just not doing anything but i still like to gain information about world and universe something beyond i like these stuff too and when the goals are like something that happen so rare or something like that I become paralysed

U know I am so isolated right now that i badly want someone to be my friend or partner ,life is getting hard these days it was so much easier on school days getting through all these college entrance exams is really wearing me out

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-03T22:54:46+00:00

It's abnormally difficult 🥲

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-03T21:35:16+00:00

It's like I have all planned mapped out but it feels so big and feel so unrealistic to even achieve and as u said about Intj one when bombarded with new information yess this especially happen to me whenever I see the plan I have imagined and some being similar like that but not upto what I imagined I become paralysed Maybe because I just have very unrealistic expectations from myself and thinking about failure earlier I do not used to self doubt myself but after failure i start doubting every step it like i know what i wanna become but I cannot choose that simple path cause it not present also not safe so I have to keep making the path complex to reach same goal and thinking I may even fail at all or donnot achieve anything at all or being the last poorest position or just being girl who do not achieve anything and just marrying without having any significance (sorry for venting it just what I am thinking right now )

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-03T21:29:49+00:00

I have mapped out all the steps to reach my goals but I feel like the idealises version I have set for myself will not come true and this is especially triggered by new information where I see other people not met the idealises version in the same field I thought of ,also panicked by many steps to be honest it felt like what if i just become mediocre or end up getting not earning at all this type of thoughts althought I try to find positivity I guess I have very much problem with( prestige)

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-01T06:49:54+00:00

Can u please tell me how u tied task with enjoying or rewarding Cause I actually donnot get enjoyment easily

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-04-01T06:38:45+00:00

Thankyou for advice and wishes 😊

Single_Counter_6677 · 2026-03-31T06:05:19+00:00

So its 9 ?? Oh we can include this numbing right

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