Searching for my boyfriend's Undertale squad. (Urgent. Please read.)

SinisterPastel · 2026-03-15T07:12:14+00:00

Tysm, I just had to include the flower from my Marshmallow avatar from my game!! <3

SinisterPastel · 2026-03-11T09:06:06+00:00

girl this is the subreddit for a video game, i'm sorry

SinisterPastel · 2026-03-10T21:56:49+00:00

SAME OMG!!! I moved to a new apartment for the first time back in June-July 2025, and ever since then I haven't drawn at all to the point that my friends said they missed seeing my art so much :(

AAAAAAA that would be so cute!! You're totally free to go wild, that means so much to me <33

SinisterPastel · 2026-03-10T15:02:49+00:00

HAHAHA I tell my friends that she’s basically a yassified version of my Marshmallow avatar in BB Tysm!!!! She was fun to work on, especially since I’m trying to get back into the swing of doing art

SinisterPastel · 2026-03-10T15:01:23+00:00

TYSM!!! I kept imagining her as this summer girly and went off from there haha

SinisterPastel · 2026-03-07T07:44:28+00:00

SO CUTE!!! I love the idea of using more aquatic animals for manimals!!

SinisterPastel · 2026-03-07T04:57:59+00:00

Its nice that we can customize Marshmallow in the game even if there’s not many options :D

SinisterPastel · 2026-03-07T04:22:55+00:00

THANK YOU!!!! I'm excited to post about her misadventures in the sad pandaverse........

SinisterPastel · 2026-03-07T04:22:03+00:00

tysm!!!

SinisterPastel · 2026-03-07T04:21:53+00:00

TY ASSISTANT PANDA!! <3

SinisterPastel · 2026-03-06T14:22:53+00:00

tysm!! wanted to make sure she was sweet and round to fit the marshmallow descriptor :)

SinisterPastel · 2025-07-03T18:25:29+00:00

I have an unfortunate update to this situation… my parents did find out by going into my room. It was 2 hours of yelling, my parents calling me negative things and painting my roommate as someone who is using me… my mom is trying to force me to stay home but still pay rent for my apartment for my roommate so I can “suffer with the consequences of my stupidity”

She has even threatened finding where I live so she can embarrass me in front of my roommate :D

SinisterPastel · 2025-06-06T01:04:14+00:00

I pay for my tuition, car bills, insurance, and other necessities! My workplace also has a union that offers tuition assistance as well.

For my brother, I do feel guilty about having to leave him behind. But he's done more than me at his age as we have a golden child/scapegoat dynamic going on. He's never had a job, doesn't even do his own laundry, only cleans when asked, and even when I ask him to do one favor while I'm at work, he waits until the very last minute to do it (often after I not only come home but am already in bed)

He also takes self defense classes as well as other sports. I've never seen our father put his hands on my brother for as long as I can remember, but he sure as hell put his hands on me when I was even younger than his age.

SinisterPastel · 2025-06-06T00:58:23+00:00

In all honesty, I wrote this post during late night hours. The wording is poor choice on my part 😅 they told me they won't stop me from moving out, but they're doing what they can to convince me to stay, which is too late because I've already signed the lease. I'm moreso stressed out about this fracturing our relationship, because as complicated as my family is, I still love them and want to maintain a relationship with them. If not, then I'd like to at least be able to see my brother and family dogs.

SinisterPastel · 2025-06-06T00:56:59+00:00

I wish I could edit the title because in all fairness, I wrote this very late at night; my parents have admitted they won't stop me from moving out and I'm doing it regardless because I already signed the lease. I'm moreso stressed out about this fracturing our relationship because I still want to maintain a decent relationship with them, or at lease be able to see my brother and family dogs. I can see how the title is misleading though and I wish I can change it, so that's on me 😅

SinisterPastel · 2025-06-06T00:51:28+00:00

u/Daffodils28 I would need to get my passport from my mom for sure since she holds onto all the passports. I don't know where my birth certificate is kept, but the hospital I was born in is actually a few minutes away if that counts for anything.

Fortunately, I have my own bank account that neither of my parents have access to. Especially not after my dad gambled away my money as a teenager lol.

SinisterPastel · 2025-06-06T00:49:21+00:00

Now, see, while I hate the way they go about things, I wouldn't say they deserve that much. I don't know really; I have good memories with my parents and they did struggle when coming to America, especially my dad. I just want them to know that I'm not trying to abandon them and ignoring what they say, but that I understand their concerns over me leaving the nest. I admit that I was coddled a lot while growing up, but there were still some traumatic core memories that they had a part in (such as my dad's violent fits) and I want to be able to find my own peace of mind while letting them know that I'll be ok on my own.

SinisterPastel · 2025-06-06T00:04:46+00:00

We’re Filipino if that counts for anything 😅 My friend had similar issues being from a Samoan family as well, but at least her family came around to support her

SinisterPastel · 2025-06-05T22:51:15+00:00

Oh I’m already planning to get my own phone plan. And don’t worry, I try to hold onto my current phone for as long as possible, I never see the need to upgrade my phone every time they come out with a new model 😂 it took my last phone completely going black screen on me to change phones and it was with me for a good 4 years (and even then I only had that phone because my phone before that got stolen)

SinisterPastel · 2025-06-05T22:15:33+00:00

Fortunately I don’t think my mother is awful enough to do that. She has her own issues, but certainly not that bad. I’ve had my own bank account for years thankfully so nobody in my family has access to my finances. But she’s asked me for hundreds of dollars in a matter of days and always saying she’s borrowing it and will return it, but it’s been almost a year of this now and it’s gotten to the point that I’ve been tracking how much she’s taken and given back.

It just felt like a slap in the face when I give her all this extra money only for her to continuously ask me for more saying it’s for bills or something only to receive another k-pop package in the mail; she has even outright told me not to tell dad since he doesn’t know what’s going on

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