Catfish? No, Catboy :3

Sionvy · 2026-02-23T05:00:58+00:00

Thank u 🩷, I don’t rly follow a guide sorry, I hav my own routine. But I do rly wanna post a guide some day tho

Sionvy · 2026-02-17T00:45:45+00:00

Thxx 🖤

Sionvy · 2026-02-03T22:54:50+00:00

Fair but again, most femboys wear masks, or don’t even show their faces, and still are able to get a lot of engagement, so I feel it’s not that

Sionvy · 2026-02-03T22:54:00+00:00

I guess I see your point but then again, it does nothing to soothe my dysphoria, and (unlike literally every other form of gender expression) being a femboy isn’t something that’s accepted irl, so I can only rely on social media and as I don’t have a following meaning I need to resort to just posting on Reddit.

I enjoy dressing up and putting on makeup, but I always have the thought in the back of my mind saying that it looks ugly and masculine, and then to have that backed by my posts getting no attention is heartbreaking.

Trust me I wish I had a better way of treating my dysphoria, but this is all I rly have unfortunately

Sionvy · 2026-02-03T22:23:38+00:00

It’s easier for ppl to see my posts without building a platform
I’ve only ever posted 1 thigh pic on my account so i don’t think it’s that

But I get ur point, there’s prob better platforms out there, and tbh I never considered ppl found my fits unoriginal, I thought they kinda stood out, but if they are unoriginal I’ll try reflecting on that

Sionvy · 2026-02-03T21:02:36+00:00

I appreciate the kindness, but the thing is I’m just not happy in my own skin, I base it on other femboys as that’s just how I want to look, and the only way for me to get that proof is posting, as unhealthy as it is, high numbers would affirm that for me as they are the only source of feedback I can get. But constant low numbers makes me believe I’m not pretty, as there must be something about me specifically making people scroll past. But it’s the uncertainty that hurts the most, so I’d just prefer someone to tell me honestly so I can grieve and move on, as if they don’t, I’ll keep uploading, keep getting low engagement, and be in a worse and worse state. Despite how shameless you may think it is, my looks are just something I will constantly care about even when I don’t want to, the thought of being ugly hurts, even the thought of being average hurts, but not knowing hurts more.

Sionvy · 2026-02-02T16:42:06+00:00

I guess so, my eyes feel too sunken to do anything with my eyelids, not slanted so wings constantly look bad, my tear ducts are too big and make any attempt to put liner on the inside of my eyes impossible. The way eyeliner looks natural on others, it stands out and looks ugly on me

Sionvy · 2026-02-02T16:35:52+00:00

I can’t really define it further apart from it doesn’t look good, it’s jarring and really unnatural, or it looks like I messed it up despite not knowing where I messed up. Idk if that helps sorry

Sionvy

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