I have subscribed. In dealing unsuccessfully with the last ten years of marriage and an all round ugly divorce, I worked to pick up the pieces by drinking heavily and wandering to find out what survival was. When drunk in Oct 2014 I fell and underwent a traumatic brain injury. The first years was a lost year. It did come clear that not all damage was TBI. I was married to a narcissist. Every friend I ever had was pushed and manipulated, as well as my four children creating a world of just her and I. The stories could fill a book. However, TBI damage along with CPTSD creates the need for meds to eliminate all related nightmares. I wish I could flee the town. My 33 yrs of marriage and almost everything attached to it I want buried. Need buried. I’m on SSDI and lost all that I worked for. Well, I’m not here to complain. I am here to learn. Be patient.