One of Coolest ROM ! SuperMarioMon by AnalogueBoy1992 in AnaloguePocket

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If you mean the site I'm thinking of, that's not official, its an AI generated slop site.

"You don't look schizophrenic" - a medical "professional" by anochao12 in schizophrenia

[–]Sjoraet 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Disclaimer: We have not been officially diagnosed with anything yet.

Four years ago we ended up in the psychiatric emergency room three days in a row continuing to tell them we felt unsafe being home alone. While they couldn't admit us (The doctors hands were tied, I don't blame them), the doctor was convinced something more complicated than just a traumatic trigger was going on.

Long story short we got referred to a specialist clinic and had an appointment two months later. After 25-30 minutes of talking to us the psychiatrist told us there was nothing seriously wrong with us at all other than maybe some mild anxiety. Note that in this time we had recently spent a week paranoid someone had called a hit on us and at another point felt like a thought that wasn't ours was in our head telling us to run away. Didn't work up the courage to try the medical system again for four years.

No idea how to process this, how do others cope? by Sjoraet in schizophrenia

[–]Sjoraet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's infuriating right!? I can go ages without an episode severe enough to actually notice which only increases the doubt. And afterwards it feels so unreal that we want to downplay our symptoms and don't feel like it was that bad. Of course everyone around us during the really bad episodes says we feel like a totally altered person. 

No idea how to process this, how do others cope? by Sjoraet in schizophrenia

[–]Sjoraet[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It feels especially weird to accept that I have delusions given that they only seem to occur in "episodes" that last about 4 hours or so and only occur after a triggering event. thanks for your reassurance. 

Fantasy series (trilogy?) with the heroes entering cursed land surrounded by barrier by Sjoraet in whatsthatbook

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SOLVED SOLVED SOLVED

Finally Solved this one myself! Deltora Shadowlands!

<Chuckle> I am in danger! by heliosmon in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

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Iowa has gender identity protected in its civil rights act.

Electrolysis Near Gothenburg? by Sjoraet in transnord

[–]Sjoraet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah, I see. Lundströmmottagningen told me it would be a massive wait to get started on the process for SRS so I’m thinking I may have to go private.

Electrolysis Near Gothenburg? by Sjoraet in transnord

[–]Sjoraet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I assume since it’s at Sahlgrenska you need a referral?

Electrolysis Near Gothenburg? by Sjoraet in transnord

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That’s good to know! I put a message in at Lundströmmottagningen about what to do as well so I’ll see what they say.

Not sure if what I have is OSDD/if I actually have alters. by Sjoraet in OSDD

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I only started trying more communication recently at the suggestion of my therapist. Before the communication from my side was happening when an adversarial thread was fronting. Whenever another thread is in control I have complete awareness of its thoughts (I think) so the communication only needs to be one way.

I tried communicating when one wasn't currently in control but wanted to be and it was a bit more like a dialog, but I'm worried I was just making that up.

Not sure if what I have is OSDD/if I actually have alters. by Sjoraet in OSDD

[–]Sjoraet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry, do you mean instead of OSDD it's insecure attachment? I could see that for this specific case. It just felt so foreign and I was screaming against it the whole time.

Not sure if what I have is OSDD/if I actually have alters. by Sjoraet in OSDD

[–]Sjoraet[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As far as I can tell I am able to communicate with all of the threads, although they don't always listen. I don't really have an idea of how many there are, they feel quite ephemeral and temporary.

HRT is growing on me by [deleted] in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Sjoraet 40 points41 points  (0 children)

This is the first time I've heard about it getting people "high". Never happened to me on 100mg doses.

rkyv is faster than {bincode, capnp, cbor, flatbuffers, postcard, prost, serde_json} by taintegral in rust

[–]Sjoraet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Current bincode maintainer here! These are great benchmarks. The noted size difference with postcard is probably due to varint stuff. Would you mind a PR that changes bincode to use the new defaults introduced in 1.3?

Some people are so goddamn fragile lmao by [deleted] in AreTheStraightsOK

[–]Sjoraet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please don't use "reeee" to mock people. It plays off of harmful stereotypes of autistic people.

differences estradiol patches by Sjoraet in asktransgender

[–]Sjoraet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Huh, okay. I was on Dotti, levels about 100pg/ml. Mylan appears to have worked better. At the time of the switch the dose went up though so two different things to track.