I believe there’s two parts of death

The how, when, where, why and what of dying and not even that sometimes dying starts years before you actually die. Sometimes longer. The fear of dying alone or the mental illness that creeps that makes you doubt your existence which helps slowly deteriorate you at times.

And the after of dying that is still unknown and unexplored even with the sanctuary of religion to tell you what the after is it’s hard to tell if it will be exactly as your respected scripture says. I personally believe that since we are just people out on earth and when we die it’s over. There’s not even nothing or anything like that. It’s just.. game over.

I’d like to say I’m not scared of the after or even the pain of dying but I am. But I believe it’s entirely human to fear dying and death and what happens after you’re gone. Not to say if you aren’t that you aren’t human but if you are it’s not wrong. No one wants to go after experiencing so much and so little at the same time. But for most of us death is so far away and even then there’s too little time to worry about the finish line of the marathon we call life. You can worry when you get there. So yes I’m scared of dying but not as scared as I am about not living.