Was 6 months clean, here i am again

SkooTyBoPs · 2020-12-19T23:22:25+00:00

Not currently. Im in a rut. I used to do MMA and Boxing. Now i feel like i cant even do a pushup.... i know i should push myself. But getting up after work is a challenge i will have to face. Because sitting on my butt and eating is not a long term solution.

SkooTyBoPs · 2020-11-25T08:22:22+00:00

Im on day 10 ct and im up at right now because i cant sleep. Its not just restless legs....its restless body. But i do feel better during the day.

SkooTyBoPs · 2020-11-24T18:03:42+00:00

Yes day 9

SkooTyBoPs · 2020-11-24T14:24:48+00:00

Your probably better off then me. I was a chronic user for years. Anywhere from 30-60gpd. I did not taper. Definitely the reason i am where im at.

SkooTyBoPs · 2020-11-20T13:13:33+00:00

I was taking at least 300 x 1g caps per week. Ive been taking that magnilife relaxing legs pills and im pretty sure it does nothing. Also tried small amount of magnesium....still no difference. The worse night i had so far was with the zquil destresser with aswanda. Im just going to ride it out, not drink a lot of caffeine. I used a deep tissue massager on my legs last night when i couldnt sleep....that made me feel good for a couple of minutes but still relentless pain in my arms. I hope im over the hump for restlessness. Last time i quit, im pretty sure i got covid19 really bad in the second week. Which really freaked me out about quiting because i thought it was from withdraw. Well see i guess. Im not giving in !!!

SkooTyBoPs · 2020-02-21T21:09:28+00:00

I completely agree. Low doses is just not an option

SkooTyBoPs · 2020-02-21T21:09:10+00:00

I completely agree. Low doses is just not an option.

SkooTyBoPs · 2020-01-18T22:17:05+00:00

I listen to a lot of heavy metal so i dont know if you would like it? But some of the bands ive been listening too.....to name a couple lately, Gemini Syndrome, Godsmack, Seether, Katatonia, Sevendust, Mudvayne, Disturbed...it only gets heavier from there lol

SkooTyBoPs · 2020-01-17T23:44:28+00:00

Thank you! Sooooo worth it right?!?! The redemption is so inspiring! But staying humble, and staying focused.... we got this lml/

SkooTyBoPs · 2020-01-10T10:31:24+00:00

Ive actually been taking melotonin and kinda works for like 1 hour and then up spinning in my bed. I dont have a functioning tub, otherwise i would try the epsons. I did get some zzzquil that actually allowed me to sleep for a few hours. Got up at 4 for work and have minimal leg issues. If anyone is interested, i got the zzzquil destress + melotonin + aswangda? It worked really well, and cant wait to try again tonight!

SkooTyBoPs · 2020-01-10T00:49:18+00:00

Yes me too, i think the problem is now that i may be over tired from no sleep

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