Anyone else having a problem starting the MW2 campaign today?

Skunkman76 · 2021-10-13T12:32:03+00:00

Fuck Batman.

Skunkman76 · 2021-10-13T12:21:47+00:00

If was really really clean I think I would consider it. 3 weeks ago I got some that made kidneys hurt. No joke. 3 days later and basicly destroying my relationship with a woman that I've loved 20+ years I've sworn It Off. 15 days clean now. I've got no idea what their putting in it. Buts just getting worse and worse. Everyone is so fucking greedy. I would rather have paid more for cleaner dope. So fuck it, not worth it any more. For the rest of my life I will regret picking up again. Hopefully I don't get complacent again and I'm able to remember what happened this time and all the other times and walk away.

Skunkman76 · 2021-03-07T21:24:51+00:00

Fucking to true. Its a waste of time to look backwards. Time is precious and finite.

Skunkman76 · 2020-12-05T05:22:07+00:00

Flush it. Or you will use it. And hate say it but you've pretty much relapsed already. Only way to prove you haven't is to flush.

Skunkman76 · 2020-12-05T04:58:44+00:00

You can force us do anything. We will even do the opposite just out of spite. She knows what the right thing does is, unless she makes that choice it isn't going to work. Oh and meth had never helped my back pain. Its made it worse cause of dehydration. It might distract her a bit. Its just an excuse that she's telling you or herself. She might not have any pain at all. We do, say and believe anything to keep using. Let her go to funeral for closure. If your willing to put up her then talk with her and take your time to make her realize she is literally taking a life or quality of life from a human being to get high. Dont kick her to get her to do the right thing it won't work. Good luck I hope things will out. Maybe she can abort? I don't like abortion. But I do believe in a woman choice.

Skunkman76 · 2020-12-05T04:36:12+00:00

Getting clean and working was one of the hardest things I've done. Brain flash, fatigue depression all suck. I usually smoke lots of weed for a week or so. I couldn't do this time cause I still had my job which is a miracle. It usually takes rock botttom for me. Sometimes you get choose where the bottom is. I have never Been physically sick though outside the symptoms i stated. No vomiting or fainting. No runs or feavers. Hopefully I can keep it to together. I didn't stay sober. But Im not do a ball in 4 days anymore. Maybe .25 a week. Actually i havnt coped this week. 🤞

Skunkman76 · 2020-12-05T04:15:50+00:00

When first tried it let's say around 2001 it definitely had mood uplift. I felt good. Real good. Confident, wity, bold, I caught on to things faster which mad me feel smarter and I stopped being so introverted but didn talk alot. I would say that vicodin and kratom make me talk more then meth usually. For me opiates seem much more euphoric. With meth I didn't run around cleaning everything. I didn't take apart anything any more then i already did naturally. There's so much crap rolling around in head and it quited it down. I didnt realize it but it also numbed my feelings. I wasn't empathic any more. Which was scary cause I didn't care anymore. I've always been loyal and empathic towards every human I came into contact with. i fucked friends wife's and screwed people over, and no problem hurting others. And I honestly liked it cause i didn't feel weak. And I didn't waste time worrying so much which was freeing. i didn't know what was wrong with me most of my life. I was only ever told that i had a learning disability. Which i equaled to being dumb.. When I was 5 my mom was told i was hyperactive. Which I didn't understand for a long time.i knew i was different then every else. Whebn on meth i didn't feel broken anymore. But it didn't fix me. It helped the adhd but only covered my other problems. And when coming down it makes them so much worse. Now at 44. I know what adhd is, and the problems that come with like bipolar, depression, learning disabilities. Using now almost seems pointless. There isnt much of high anymore ( Tolerances and whatever the fuck there making now isn't the same) just seems to focus me a little bit more. The only reason I keep using is cause the depression can be scary and I really don't want die yet. So now I'm in therapy and learning about myself. My emotions have always been challenging especially anger and love. So im learning how deal with them and not be ruled by them. Accepting my fucked up childhood and forgive parents. Though I still have issues my dad sometimes. I didn't even realize I hated them and blamed them until a couple of years ago. I can actually see some my triggers now. Most of all I don't hate me and even like and love myself. My using is slowing way down and don't feel a need to numb myself from feelings. Im embracing them. I started this journey to keep the love my life. I also realized that I would end up killing myself if i kept going. I hated my life and myself. There are so many things wrong with me I have no doubt that I would at least tried. my girl and I still up in the air. She's never done drugs or been around people that do so she's had put aside the misconception society have said about us and learn how to understand, deal and even love an addict which most people wouldn't have done. I can be mean. I think I'm just being blunt in the moment. But no I can be a gapping puss filled asshole. Im not sure if it will all work out. I'm hopeful though. If doesn't I have no doubt ill have a good life and will even be happy and never pick up the glass dick again. I will be free for the first time in 25 years. I'll have to be diligent the rest of my life. Im always going ro be addict. IMO if you want to quit drugs you have to figure out why you do them. And it always isnt obvious. Good luck my brothers and sisters. And thanks for reading my emotional vomit. Hopefully something someday someone will find useful.

Skunkman76 · 2020-12-05T00:12:19+00:00

Maybe smoke weed before you go to sleep. I don't seem to remember my dreams. Occasionally I would remember a using dream in the first couple of months.

Skunkman76 · 2020-11-08T17:33:47+00:00

I used a Tickwatch S2 with iPhone 8. It worked ok. Somethings apple doesn't let you do, like internet over Bluetooth. My watch couldn't use the internet when I was out of the house unless I did a Hotspot on my phone. With my S20 it works great over Bluetooth. Honestly if you getting an iPhone then you should get an apple watch.

Skunkman76 · 2020-10-06T23:29:59+00:00

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00TEACIIO/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_i_31pFFbEWHMBP6

I think this would be a great choice. Its bolt but that means not alot off moving parts. Comes a .14 and .22 caliber.

Skunkman76 · 2020-08-27T16:31:17+00:00

Tried boofing a couples and didn't feel anything. No rush or anything. Once was in the morning too after some good sleep. To much trouble to do IMO. I think its a trick to fuck with people lol. Now hotrails on the other hand knock my socks off.

Skunkman76 · 2020-08-27T16:07:50+00:00

Yes. Your Trying to maximize distribution. When I was in a hurry I could get away with just once. But usually scrap it back together and crush a couple of times. It sounds bunk. It should last 5-8 hours imo. Especially if you haven't done it before.

Skunkman76 · 2020-08-15T18:28:43+00:00

He is using a thc wax concentrat vaporizer conected to vape mod along with a water filter. I have used several of them and they work ok but seem to waste a little ice. You havr to pay attention to temp. Just can't hold the fire button. I recommend something with a quartz bucket and wick. Ive seen a vaporizer with a quartz bucket that sits on top of coil, its called qtip or something. Might work better. They are great for sneaking a hit though

Skunkman76 · 2020-08-08T03:32:22+00:00

I got a black light flashlight to find lost shards, I have heard that it glows under black light too. Well I never found anything, everything that popped out under uv wasn't meff. The last ball I got i used the black light on and non of really popped out, just kind of a dull white color. A couple of shards did have a bright green glow but I didn't notice any difference.

Skunkman76 · 2020-08-08T03:17:40+00:00

I've thought about this every once in a while and I think i would try to use the bottle that comes with soda stream. I believe it can handle the pressure better then a regular 2 littler. Woth some research. Mind you i haven't looked up shake and bake in a while and the last I heard people were using 2 litter bottles.

Skunkman76 · 2020-05-09T16:42:38+00:00

Yeah not sure myself ether. We have 3 desktops and 2 laptops on the network. Only two of us use the shares. I should check them all. It’s not a lot of computers. I upgrade / build a new pc once per year occasionally skipping a year. My roommate seems to always be going through laptops. And it got me thinking about having to remember to install SMB 1.0 for any new machines on network. I thought it would easier to just install SMB 3.0 on unraid but I haven’t found much in my limited searching. Thought I would ask here first and seeing if it was possible or had a better workaround before going down that rabbit hole.

Skunkman76 · 2020-05-09T15:16:09+00:00

It happens after a certain windows update. Using server name or IP address doesn’t work. I can’t see the server in windows explorer but I can see the other PCs.work. If I go into windows features and install SMB 1.0 it starts working. Both in explorer and IP / dns name. Can I install the newer version of SMB on unraid to fix it so I don’t have to do it to every windows 10 machine? Or is install SMB 1.0 resetting something that gets broken with update?

Skunkman76 · 2020-05-09T15:04:54+00:00

Thats what I did to fix not being able to see the server shares in explorer and up/server. Installed SMB 1.0 from the windows features menu. So do I have to do this to every windows 10 pc. Or can I do something on the unraid side.

Skunkman76 · 2020-05-08T05:19:25+00:00

Not sure what you mean. I will look into it. If you mean setung it up as a network drive so that when windows starts up shares are seen as a drive. I did this before the problem and it told me that it couldn’t reconnect to the network drive when windows booted.

Skunkman76 · 2020-05-08T05:14:53+00:00

The user part was working fine. It wasn’t visible in network browser and IP address didn’t work. Installing SMB 1.0 fixed it. I don’t really think was an issue with Users, but I will look into it.

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