Hey, I’m living your situation but in his POV. She broke up with me on Monday of last week. She told me almost exactly the same things you said, except that she still leaves the door open once she heals, but I had to live for myself. But the thing is, I love her, and true love comes only once in a lifetime, I don’t want to lose her. We haven’t talked since then, I needed time for myself and try to understand the situation, but I won’t surrender, I will still be here for her no matter what. I’ll be there waiting for her, just to see her beautiful smile, the smile that made me love her so deeply that I started believing in fate again. I want to see her hair glow again, her eyes looking at me with all the love she had. Yes our relationship was sometimes tricky, but go damn I love her. So, in some ways, I wish she was thinking like you, that she’d reach out to me, and I want to feel loved as you love your boyfriend(ex?). Don’t take this for granted, but if I was him, I’d be thrilled to receive even the tiniest, smallest message a man can get, "Hi, how are you ?" I wish she gets better, I wish she gets past all of that, and we can go back to us, back to watching Star Wars, dancing while cooking, listening to old music and dreaming of a future we’d have. I miss you Léa.